The kiss was intense
He pulls away and rests his forehead against mine. ending something I didn't want to end as the shame starts to show itself within me.
Who he is. And what he's done.
He has his eyes closed slightly frowning. Releasing his hold around me he steps back and looks down to me.
I feel my expression has betrayed me. I'm so confused.
He opens his mouth before closing it as if he was going to say something. I stand there feeling confused and cold as I want his arms back around me where I felt safe and secure. Yet I don't want any part of him, my thoughts fighting against my needs.
He turns and walks back around to his desk and sits down.
I stand there just staring at him feeling stupid. Did he not feel what I felt, I've never been kissed with so much passion, I think back to Jason the feeling I had with Ethan doesn't even compare, I'm brought out of my thoughts as he speaks
"Take a seat Mia I need to finalise this before I'm done" he says with no emotion not even looking at me
I slowly turn around with an empty feeling and head to the back corner where the black leather couch is and sit down
What the fuck just happened
I went from feeling the happiest as I ever have been to have it ripped from me and dropped into a pool of crap. Not only from my inner battle but his reaction too. Was it not good for him as it was for me?
The bad vibe racing through my heart begins to dull to nothing.
Talk about giving me whiplash I'm confused as I ever have been. How can someone switch on and off so quickly. I feel myself beginning to feel angry as the pressure of what I'm feeling builds.
I look up to him as his head is down looking over some things on his desk, I see the cracks that remain all over the surface of the table as my mind is going crazy with confusion. What is his deal a part of me wants to ask what the hell is wrong with him and the other side is telling me to just be patient or better yet just leave.
"Can I have my phone back" I blurt out slicing through the tension in the room
"No" he answers coldly
I glare back at him not even having the decency to look up as he speaks considering he just kissed me only moments ago. I feel my emotions growing angrier as my body tenses with frustration and annoyance.
I feel like a god dam child that's had there toy taken away as I feel my self about to explode.
"You need to calm down Mia" he says calmly still not looking up from his desk
Calm down!?! he is the most infuriating person I've ever met
"What the hell is wrong with you!" I just about scream at him as I stand from the couch the anger taking over me.
His eyes snap to mine as I see them flicker from there dark brown to black as the mood of the room shifts into a deathly dark feel.
Fuck.
"What's wrong with me?! What the hell were you thinking running out in the Woods! Do you have any idea what we do to wolves that cross our territory that are not a member of my pack!?!" He shouts even louder back at me with his hands in fists as his eyes grow even darker.
I flinch back but keeping my eyes on him as I'm all too familiar with his dark aura swirling around him. For some reason it's not affecting me as much as before or maybe its because I'm reaching breaking point.
