Well. fuck me.
I'm not even sure on how to process that? I fall back on the bed feeling confused and stupid.. Again. Not only have I supposable said something pretty messed up but he has just walked out on me... again, What's that like the third? Fourth time? I've lost count.
Feels like hours pass as I stare at the stupid white ceiling shaking my head. What do I do now?
I lay there for awhile running the recent events over in my head, trying to see where I just keep going wrong. I get up and head for the kitchen. I can't think properly on an empty stomach. Checking the cupboards than the fridge I slam the doors shut finding nothing I can whip together, or maybe I just don't have the energy to cook,. leaning back On the counter I tap my ring.
Do I risk seeing Julie? Surely her daughter being mated to the now beta of fallen moon would have her over what ever it was she had against me right? With that thought I throw on my shoes and head out.
It's a beautiful night. The clouds seem to have all disappeared as the stars stand out scattered across the dark sky.
I glance at the building that holds Ethan's office wondering if he's in there hell I'm wondering what he's been doing all this time. His words play back in my head, -that we both had interesting afternoons? - I still don't know what he meant by that? Did something like that happen to him? Even worse did he have a half naked girl appear in front of him earlier that day? A growl rumbles through me at the thought.
Its still early out as the street is still quite busy, passing a few pack members as I hear bits of there conversation nothing that takes my interest though.
I stop on the other side of the street as I look to the small cafe. They don't seem that busy and I can't seem to see Julie in there but I guess she could always be out the back. I push off the curb headed towards the doors.
I walking quickly and quietly keeping my head down not wanting to see Julie if she's here. I find a seat more in the back but near the front window in the corner, away from prying eyes as I take a seat keeping my back to the rest of the room.
Im starving
Looking over the menu I decide on the steak again but this time I'm hoping to finish it. No distractions.
"Good evening are you ready to order?"
I look up to see a young boy with bright blue eyes and a pretty smile. his eyes then turn brighter once they land on my face, me only thanking it's not Julie.
"Luna" he says with his smile a little wider
There's something familiar about him
I nod my head
"I'll have the steak med-well please" I say with a smile handing him the menu
"Yes of course .. I um .. I" he begins to mumble as he looks up from his notepad
I give him a reassuring smile in hopes to calm him down, he seems nervous.
"I.. I'm Timmys younger brother Kai" he finally gets out
So that's the familiar look I was seeing, he looks just like Timmy now that I think more about it
