Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 31

(Paisley's POV)

  One week. One week was all we got. School couldn't wait for us so we had to go back. Joey has been getting a ride from me to school for the last too weeks. It is almost thanksgiving. The house has been so quiet without her. Mom couldn't stand going by her room every morning and night, thinking she is in there reading her books or studying, but she isn't. She never will be again.

  You all may want to know something. It may sound weird, but it is my life now and I can't control it. I...see ghosts. My family is so devastated by Bonnie's death, but for me... It is driving me crazy. Because she won't stop following me around. 

  Once she died. I saw her standing before me. She walks throughout the house at night so I can get some sleep. I am the only one who can see her so she has only been around me.

When the family was clearing out her room, she told me I could take most of her things. Her small things were put in the garage and the important things to us were put in the living room in a special case. Her clothes and electronic devices were given to me because I am the only one who knew the passwords.

Her room is merely empty. Nothing is in there except a bed and a dresser for guessed. You may think this is the wrong thing to do see it has only been a month, but that's the thing. Bonnie told me to. She didn't want mom, Micheal and Joey to go by her room and think she's there when she's not.

(Thanksgiving🙌🏻)

There was knocking at the door every twenty minutes because of family. I am not going to stay here for thanksgiving. JJ and I are going to my dads side of the family's home for dinner. My dad won't be there anyway. He never is. He has been going to Christina's families for years now.

I don't want to here all the talk about how Bonnie's death is taking a toll on this family when we know it is. We are trying our best just to get through the holidays. This is the first time in so long that she won't be with us for them.

  (A/N:) Sorry this took so long to update this. It is just hard for me to write at the moment.  I have just started school again and it is hard for me to write about this topic. Again, sorry for the grammatical errors. I hope you liked the chapter. Don't forget to vote and comment. Bye!