Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 15

(JJ's POV)

Bonnie and Joey road with me to the hospital. The ride there was silent. I never knew how awkward a car ride could be until now.

We arrived just as another person was pulling into the emergency services. They better have her in a room by now. She deserves better than last time. I mean, she's probably going to be on suicide watch. She should be comfortable.

I jumped out of the car, and dashed into the hospital. Bonnie and Joey followed behind. I ran up to the service desk in the waiting room to see if she had a room yet.

"She is in room 201, fourth floor," the woman at the desk told.

"Thank you," I said as I ran away from the desk, and to the elevator.

Bonnie and Joey boarded the elevator as I was about to push the fourth floor button. The elevator doors closed, and we were on our way.

We road up to the fourth floor until the the elevator doors parted open to reveal rooms with the numbers of 200 and on. Bonnie, Joey, and I got off the elevator, and walked to the room 201.

I walked over to the closed door, and knocked. "Come in," a woman's spoke from inside that wasn't Paisley.

I opened the door and stepped inside. There was a nurse taking Paisley's blood pressure, and hooking her up to a heart rate monitor. She looked so calm, so peaceful.

"She should wake up soon," the nurse said, while putting an I.V in Paise's hand. Blood streamed from a tube into her body. Blood transfusion.
"You are welcome to stay here until she wakes up, but there is a policy where only family can stay in the room at night. " the nurse explained.

"Bonnie, Joey, come in here!" I shouted out into the hallway.

They walked into the room, and surrounded Paisley's bed. I told them to sit in the chairs, but Joey insisted on finding his parents.

I sat in the chair while Bonnie was at Paisley's aid incase she wakes up. Her heart rate was slow. Slower than it should be.

Joey came in with his mother and step Father. They ran over to Bonnie, and hugged both her and Joey. They all just stared at me in silence.

I wonder how many times she has been admitted to this hospital. How many times she has tried this before.

Paisley's step Father, Micheal, came over to me, and put his hand on my shoulder as he stood next to me. "She'll live,"he said,"She has done this before, but we thought she was okay with the medicine she was taking, but... I guess not." His eyes were droopy, like sadness and disappointment was taking over them. He walked away and stood by Paisley's mom.

I couldn't say anything. I was too ashamed that I didn't do enough to keep her from coming to this point. She needed me, and I wasn't there. I am probably the reason she committed this horrid act.

My eyes started to well up. I tried to blink away the tears, but I couldn't stop them. Hot tears filled my eyes, and rolled down my checks. I probably look like a huge cry baby right now.

"Don't cry," Bonnie bent down in front of me,"Just don't treat her any different. She wouldn't want us to remind her of this," she said.

"Remind me of what?" a voice spoke.

Paisley was awake.

Thank you for reading this book still! I know it sucks, but it will get better, I promise. All the dark and depressing things are just getting started. She doesn't die, don't worry about that. But there will be death in this book.

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