Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 30

(Courtney's pov)

Jack being in ever single one of my classes was very weird but it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I do have to sit next to him all semester. Then we change seats for the the last semester.

(Weeks later)

It is the middle of October and I am taking this whole senior year thing easily. I mostly have fun classes for my half day, five days a week.

Bonnie, though hasn't been taking it too easy. She has been over at Dani's constantly studying and trying to get help with her subjects. She is even there right now. I am worried because it is storming really bad out and she is on the other side of town. I don't want to say she is a bad driver, but in rainy conditions, she starts to panic.

I wait a while before calling her to ask if she needed a ride home.

She replied with, "No. I will be leaving after a while. Don't worry about it."

And then I waited, and waited. I waited until momma had gotten home before I started to worry.

"Paise? Have you heard from Bonnie yet?" Momma hollered as she walked through the door stairs fore.

"Not in a few hours since she told me she was coming home soon. " I replied, coming down stairs from putting the twins to bed.

"Okay. I'm gonna go call her again to make sure she is alright. It is getting pretty bad out there," momma replied waking into the kitchen.

As soon as she was in there was a banging on the front door. I went to open the door, and saw two police men standing in my door way.

"Is the the Rayes residents?" The police office asked.

"Yes," I started to say but notice the were getting drenched. So I invited them in.

"Is your mother home?" The other office questioned, looking at me. I am eighteen for crying out loud!

"Momma?" I hollered from where I stood.

  "Hello officers. Is there something wrong?" She asked. The look on their faces didn't tell me anything good.

  "We will need both of you to come down to the hospital. Your daughter Bonnie was in a serious car accident and she is in critical condition," the tall officer stated. A pit in my stomach began to grow larger and larger.

  The ride to the hospital was horrible. It was dead silent but the sound out quiet sobbing coming from my mothers mouth.  I was trying to keep it together but once we arrived at the hospital I began to loose it.

  Reaching the ICU my heart was beating so fast that I thought the whole floor could hear it. I told her to come home! If I hadn't waited so long to decide to get worried we she wouldn't be possibly dying.

  "She is in this room," the more average sized officer led us to her bed side. Her and another person were in the same bed.

  "What happened to her?" I was barely audible.

  "She was on the highway and the rain was coming down so hard that the road was barley visible to any drivers. I'm guessing she hit a slippery spot and spun out off the the road and rammed into a tree at high speed. I am still surprised that she is even still alive," the officer spoke with a sympathetic tone.

I began to sit in the chair next to her bed when Joey came running into the room. He sunk down to the floor against the wall. I am surprised that the twins haven't woken up yet with all the noise that goes on in this place.

  I listened to the sounds in the room. There were two heart monitors. You had to look at it to figure out which one you were listening to. Bonnie's was slow. It was like she was barley alive. The said she is on life support. That if it weren't for it she would already be dead.

Momma is in the hallway talking to the doctors as to what they are going to do to keep her alive. But I don't think she has that long to begin with. Her hands are paper white and she is beginning to feel cold. In my opinion, is dying already. Slowly but it is happening.

Tears fall rapidly from my eyes as I hear the heat monitor flat line. The doctors rush in and try to restart her heart but it doesn't work. She was dead. At 12:04, Thursday, October 20th.

Momma sobbed heavily. She grabbed Liam and held him tightly. I was holding Peyton in my arms. But they were limb. I was feeling nothing. Joey ran out of the room once he hear the heart monitor.

I knew something horrible was going to happen tonight, I just didn't know what or who it was going to happen to.

The police took us all home but by the time we were physically able to leave the hospital without Bonnie, it was almost four in the morning. I wasn't going to school tomorrow and neither is Joey. Momma looks like she could flood her bathroom with her own tears. My tears are heavy but not loud.

Why? Why does everything that I love get taken away from me?

  I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I have just been having a hard time writing this story. I have been thinking that I should just delete it, but I love writing so much that I get ideas for this story but they are farther ahead in the story than I am. The reason why I killed off the character, Bonnie is because the person she was biased off, her and I are no longer friends and the whole point of this story was because she told me to write it. I will continue to write but I cannot promise you when the updates will be. And as always, I am sorry if there are any spelling or grammar errors. Till next time, Bye!