Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 22

(Paisley's POV)

The next Monday at school, I didn't want to go. But I had to. It was the last week of school. Yes we had a late prom, but they were behind scheduled.

"Paisley, trust me. They won't bother you if I am with you," JJ said as I sat in his Jeep. I didn't want to get out.

"How do you know that? They don't change over night!" I nearly shouted. He was wrong about those people. I have known them way longer that he has.

"I will protect you. And so will Jack," he said in a calming tone.

"Jack will not protect me! He probably planed all that!" I was very frustrated.

"He has feelings, whether you believe it or not. He cares about you," he looked down like he was jealous about that. Why is he protecting him?

"Why are you protecting him?! You know what he did!" I yelled.

"He has changed! Over the year. He is not a monster like you think," his voice was rising now.

"Why didn't he not stop them, then?! That girl was his date!" Why do I always have to fight with him about this?

"He called me the next morning. He apologized! He did. That girl is just someone to keep him away from his real problems!" What?!

"What do you mean, problems?" I questioned. For all I know, his life is great.

"His mom died in November. From cancer," his voice was low. Like she meant something to him.

Now I feel like an asswhole.

"We should get to class," JJ got out of the Jeep.

I hopped out of the Jeep and ran to him. "JJ wait! I'm sorry!" I yelled.

He stopped in his tracks, just before he reached to stairs to enter the building. I ran up to him, and engulfed him in a hug. Thankfully, he hugged me back.

"Let's go," he whispered into my hair.

"Did you do something different to your hair?" he finally asked.

"Yeah! Thanks for finally noticing," I projected.

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The last week of school was boring and slow. But I got through it. Now all I have to do is get through senior year.

(Time laps...) 4th of July, 2014

This summer is almost half way over. It has been extremely boring..All I have been doing is babysitting the twins. I still can't believe they will be two months old on the 30th.

"Paisley?! Come down here please!" Momma yelled from down stairs.

'ugh' I sighed to myself.

I descended the stairs and met mom in the kitchen.

"Yes?" I spoke behind her, making her flinch.

"Hun, I need you to babysit the twins tonight," she said. Again?!

"But why?" I am so tired of doing all of this. I get that I don't have a life, but she can always ask Bonnie to do it.

"Micheal and I are going out to night," she had a smile on her face. Is it funny making me watch the twins all the damn time?!

"Why?" I asked, getting irritated.

"Because it is our three year anniversary!" she seems very happy.

"Why didn't you ask Bonnie?" I retorted.

"I did. She said she was sick," she said. Bonnie is not sick!

"No she isn't," I laughed.

"Paisley, I took her temp. She has a fever. Please watch the kids! I have to go," she pleaded.

"Fine," I sighed, "But I am getting paid this time since it is the fourth. I had plans for today and now I have to cancel," I continued.

"Fine. Ten dollars an hour," she claimed.

"Twenty!" I protested.

"Fifteen!" she came back.

"Fine," I gave in.

"Thank you! I will see you later," momma gave me a hug and then left with Micheal out the door.

"Great," I talk to myself too much.

I walked up stairs with the baby monitor in my hand. The twin are taking a nap anyways. I was supposed to go out with JJ and see the fireworks. I never miss the fireworks at the airport. Now I won't get to see them.

I called JJ to cancel. "Hey babe!" he answered.

"Hey... I have to cancel for tonight. I have to babysit, again," I explained.

"Awee! That's too bad. I guess I will have to come over and help you," I could hear him grinning.

"I thought you were with your family today," I protested.

"They will understand. I am on my way. See you in a while. I love you!" he stated. I love it when he says that.

"I love you too!" and then I hung up.

The baby monitor became loud. They were awake. Great.

I walked into the nursery. They won't get their own rooms until they are at least two. Their cries are loud and obnoxious. I really hate when babies cry.

"Shhhh," I cooed into Peyton's ear as I picked her out of her crib. I set her on the changing table. Next was Liam.

Their diapers smelt horrid. I am guessing they had a shit bomb go off in their pants.

"Oooh! That stanks!" I said as I opened the diaper. The trash is defiantly gonna skink.

"What is that smell?!" JJ was at the door.

"Well, it's the babies. Didn't think they would skink like that, did you?" I chuckled.

"No, I did not," he laughed while plugging his nose.

I changed the diapers and went back down stairs. I was hungry. For once. I needed some mashed potatoes.

"Would you mind getting me some potatoes out of the pantry?" I asked.

He came back seconds later with the potatoes.

"Thank you! Would you like some?" I asked.

"Sure," he responded.

Later after we ate the potatoes, we watched a movie. I can't wait until Mom and Micheal get home so I won't have to be concentrating on the twin and not having a good time with my Boyfriend.

"They babies are crying again!" JJ called, holding the monitor in his hand.

"Ugh!" I huffed and walked pass him. These siblings of mine need to be more quiet when we have company.

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Later that night, I fell asleep while cuddling with JJ on the couch.

I had a fantastic dream. I was dressed in white while walking down the aisle. Flowers of different colors were laced into my hair.

Bonnie was in purple, standing next to where I was going to.

The man was blurry. I couldn't tell who he was. All I could see was his blonde hair.

That is not JJ. Who was it?

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