Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 34

(Bonnie's pov)

"You're dead.... Bonnie," paisley whispered.

"What? I- I can't be dead," I stuttered.

How could I be dead?! I am right here in my own bed, watching sponge bob like nothing is wrong.

I jumped up from the bed and turned on the lights; I ran to the ran to the mirror to see my bloody reflection.

My hair was as red as Crimson. My face, busted and broken. Bruised to no end. My eyes were blood shot. "What happened to me?"

"You lost control of your car and rammed into a tree on the side of the high way. You died at the hospital, the day before Halloween," Paisley explained.

"How many days has it been?"

"Four. Your funeral is in a couple of days," her eyes were swollen like she had been crying for days and had not slept.

"How is momma? And Joey? The twins?"

"They are dealing. Momma is always in her room. She didn't come out for twelve hours. The twins are fine,"she said in monotone.

  How is she being like this?! I am dead! I thought she would be loosing her mind. Crying all the time and trying to kill herself because I was gone. Was I not that important to her anymore?! I know this seems selfish but the least you could do is shed a tear for me.
 
"How do you seems so okay with this?! I'm dead!"

"I'm not, Bonnie! I was there when you died! I watched your heart rate flatline! I felt your skin become cold as ice! You don't understand how I feel right now! I am trying to hold what little sanity I have left for them! They need me and I need to get through this just as much as they do. I haven't slept more than three hours in four day! I stopped crying after three because I physically can't. I dried out all the tears I had," she was so close to yelling but didn't.

"Why aren't you yelling at me? You never pass up the opportunity to yell at me?"

"If I yell, I will wake them up. They will think I am crazy."

"Why? Can't they hear me?"

"No. Only I can," she looked down.

"What?! How?! How is it they you can see and hear me, but they can't?" I was so confused.

She paced around the room. Opening her mouth, about to say something and then closing it again. "I-I can see ghosts..."

"What?"

She shifted," I can see ghosts... And you're one of them."

I looked back into the mirror and saw my platinum hair again. My face was healed and I was wearing my normal clothes.

  "Exception," she called it.

  (Paisley's POV)

  The new year has come around and I am ready for this year to be over. I want to get out of this god forsaken town and move on with my life. I want to just have a normal life for once. Go to college; Get married and have a family. But I can't. I have Bonnie following me around constantly. Trying to talk to me when I am supposed to be doing work.

She once yelled at me in the middle of my final exam. I didn't hear the end of it because I wouldn't respond. 

  Jack is still in all of my classes and doesn't leave alone. Which I appreciate sometimes because I don't want to be alone.

  Hey guys. Sorry it took me so long to write this chapter. Thank you for the two of you that I can count on for reading this. Please let me know if you have any ideas for what you would like me to write. I have I dead but it is for later. Bye. And sorry for the usually errors.