Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Chapter 7

January 31st, 2014

(Paisley's POV)

Even though JJ has came to see me every day after school, I still feel we have much to catch up on. We have gone through the basics of reunions: How's your family, How are you, well you can tell how I am by the hospital bed I am sitting on.

"I've missed you so damn much these past years. I don't know what I would've done if you hadn't came back." I told him.

"I've missed you too. I thought you would have moved on from me," he replied.

"I never thought you would come back, so tried to move on. I ended up getting hurt even more." I say, coking back the tears that are welling up in my eyes, making my vision blurry.

"What do you mean, Paise?" he wasn't the only one who called me that.

I couldn't hold them back anymore. Tears rolled down my checks at rapid speed. My eyes began to sting in pain. I never thought I'd see the day where I cryed my eyes out in front of JJ.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to " JJ cooed into my ear.

"But... If I don't... I never will." I muttered between heavy, deep breaths.

"What is it?" he asked.

I thought for a minute. How would I tell him? 'I found someone who made my happier when you were gone. But when I told him, he completely ignored me.' No. I need a better explanation.

"I...I tried to get over you, and I thought my only option was to fall for someone else," I said, "but, the only person I thought I had a chance with, turned out to be my worst nightmare." He looked shocked.

He slowly climbed into the bed, sitting next to me, he cradled me in his arms. "What mad you think he was your only option?" he questioned.

"Because... he was the only person who made me laugh again. Well besides Bonnie." I responded.

He was silent. I didn't know if he was thinking about my answer, or whether or not to beat the day lights out of him.

"Hello, you in there?" I waved my hand in front of his face.

"Huh? Oh, yeah. I was just thinking." he replied.

"About... what?" I chided.

"Nothing. Just about you." he cracked a smile.

"What about me?" I asked once more.

"Everything about you. Which reminds me, what is your favorite song?" he asked.

"That's a tough one," I thought a little more, "I would have to say... Diana, by One Direction." I told him. A smile stretched over my face.

"Huh, I haven't heard that song." he said. What?!

"Give me your phone." I ordered.

"What?" he was confused.

"Give me your phone." I ordered again.

He reached into his pocket, and pulled out his phone. He stretched out his hand, giving his phone.

I went to the 'Youtube' app, and typed in the name 'Diana'. Many results appeared, but only one was my favorite. I tapped the picture and waited for the song to begin playing.

"What are you do-"

"Shhhhh!" I cut him off.

The song began to play. The words mean so much to me. Considering that this song was dedicated to the depressed and suicidal fans out there. ( If you don't know this song, look it up!)

The song ended, and I was in tears.

"I can see why you love that song," he said, whipping the tears off of my checks.

"That song was the only thing that kept me alive this year." I sniffled.

"Well I am here now. I shall have that duty." he said with a laugh.

I began to chuckle.

I'm so glad he's back.

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