Don't be Upset

Day 4: My day

Hannahs POV

"Niall" I breath out, seeing my best friend holding me in his arms. I look into his closed eyes, feeling his warm breath beat down on my forehead, heart beating fast. I try to wiggle out of his grasp, but I can't move my leg. I look under the covers and see I have a boot on my right leg!

"What?" I hear him say. I jump from his raspy morning voice. 

"Hannah, you broke your chin or whatever. You got some surgery on it and yeah" He tells me, sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

"Why are you here?"

"Well, good morning to you too princess" HE says in a sarcastic voice. I giggle, but go back to my question.

"Seriously, why you here?"

"On your emergency contacts list, you put my name down. I came and picked you up. You were all loopy last night" He chuckles, probably from the memories.

"What did I do?" Ian scared to ask.

"Well, first off, you wanted me to call you Bella" I widen my eyes and he full out laughs now. I cover my face with my hands in embarrassment. 

"You also didn't want me to leave cause I had to protect you from the monsters form under your bed" I squeal from the humiliation already.

"Niall!" I shout, him grabbing my waist and pulling me into him.

"Its fine Hannah. You have done worse" I laugh from him saying that, I haven't done anything worse!

"Thats a lie!" He positions himself, my back on his chest, hands around my waist.

"Okay, nothing worse, but you are funny when you are on the high gas thing" I shake my head while he laughs.

"Sure!" I turn to face him, eyes locked together. I now remember what we did last night. He leans in, but I pull away.

"Niall, we can't do that, like, ever again" He looks away, he looks wounded. This ends now.

"Niall, you knew we couldn't do that, but we did. That was the last time that we do that while I am dating anyone!" I say standing to my feet, giving him my talk.

"Hey, you kissed me" He says, acting like he didn't do anything.

"Umm, who brought up the fact your in love with me, and won't stop bringing it up!" I raise my voice, bringing out my anger.

"Who's the one who can't figure out what she wants, even though deep down she does!" He raises his voice back, I feel my jaw come forward, narrowing my eyes. 

"I know what I want Niall!" I shout, him walking to my side of the room.

"What is it then?" His words give me a smack in the face of reality. I don't have answer for that.

"I... I don't know" HE rolls his eyes.

"Of course. Hannah, choose, right now. I'm done waiting. Go ahead, tell me right now!" he can't be serious.

"Niall, no!" 

"Hannah, you aren't giving me much space here to give you time. You have to tell me, right here, right now!" I exit the room, going down stairs, Niall following me behind. 

"Hannah, stop running away from your life! This isn't a fantasy. This is your life! Time to choose who!" I shake my head, not answering. I feel his hand on my wrist, turning me around.

"Hannah!" He shouts, I flip out.

"Niall! I can't choose! I love you okay?! I love you and I love Harry! I cant choose. I can't decide between my heart and my thoughts. I can't choose Niall!" His eyes are cold, dead almost.