Unconditionally LOVING you..(ON-HOLD)

Chapter 14: Missing Him..

Chapter 14

Kurt's POV

"Kurt anak san ka pupunta?" napatigil ako sa pag lalakad palabas nang bahay.

"Mag hahanap ka padin ba anak? You would stil look for her?" Tanong ni Mommy, alam kong nahihirapan na din siya na makita akong ganito pero what else could I do? Wala nang iba pang pwedeng gawin.

Hanggang ngayon wala pa ding kahit anong lead yung mga pulis kung san napunta si Sophia and I can't just stay here safe and sound while knowing that she's in the mouth of danger I really couldn't.

"Well, maybe take a break first, It's  been a month now andlook at you! You look miserable hindi ka na nakakatulog nang maayos, hindi ka na nakaka-kain, pumapasok ka pa sa umaga sabay aalis ka din pag-uwi?! Are you really trying to get yourself killed? huh?! Hindi na ba kami importante sayo nang Daddy mo at puro yang babae na yan ang ina-alala mo?! Anak! Wahat are you doing t yourself?! Isang buwan na wala pa ding nahahanap na kahit ano tungkol sa kung san man napadpad yung pasyente mo pero hindi mo naman kasa----"

"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT'S SHE'S NOT JUST A PATIENT TO ME!!" hindi ko na napatapos si Mom.

Halatang nagulat siya, it's the first time na nasigawan ko ang Mommy ko but I have this feeling na kailangan kong linawin kung ano man yung meron kami. Hindi lang siya basta pasyente para sakin she even more than a friend like what I said before I love her and I would always will.

Lumapit ako kay Mom and them hugged her close. "I'm sorry Mom, but you just have accept na hindi lang siya basta pasyente para sakin, and  kung ayaw niyo mabaliw ako dito sa bahay kakaisip sakanya hahayaan niyo ako so please Mom, and I love you, mahal ko kayo pareho ni Dad but I hope you understand ." Sabi ko saka tuluyang lumabas nang bahay.

Pag pasok ko sa kotse, napatingin ako sa rare view mirror ko. I looked dead so dead, pale skin, dark circles below my eyes, I think I also lose weight and it's evident.

I keep my eyes shut and just like any other nights I saw her face her beatiful face. It's been a month since that  horrible day kung san nawala siya. I'm still blaming myself because of what happened but I just keep on thinking that hindi diya pwedeng makalabas nang ospital nang ganun-ganun nalang I mean security wise? Sobrang higit nang security namin.

 And such a co-incidence na sira ang mga cctv camera sa buong building nang nawala siya. Nag papaimbestiga na kami pero hindi padin ako kunento naniniwala ako na may nag labas sakanya and I would definitely figure it out.

At kung sino man ang may pakana nito I will make them pay for it bigtime. I took a deep breath and start the car. "Wait for me Sophia hahanapin kita, I won't let anything bad happen to you, I love You "

Chelsea's POV 

'Sige lang Kurt, mag hanap ka pa tignan lang natin kung makita mo pa siya sa laki nang Manila for sure may nangyari nang masama dun. Well yun lang naman ang dapat sakanya  masyado siyang swapang lahat nalang gusto niya sakanya? Huh! tignan nalng natin ang swerte niya..

Hindi nag tagal narinig kong tumunog yung phone ko and I think I know who's calling. A smirk formed on my face. I answered it using the sweetest and most naive voice I could sound.

"Hello Dad?" 

"Oh how's my lovely daughter doing I'm fine Dad."

"Really? That's good, I just called para kumustahin yung kapatid mo? How is she?"

"She's -------- doing great Dad, actually dad nag papahinga siya ngayon but don't worry I will take care of her more than anything" I said.

"Okay sweetie, take good care of your younger sister kayog dalawa lang ang magka-pamilya diyan habang andito ako ikaw na muna ang bahala sakanya aa, salamat anak."

"Yes, that I will I love you." Sabi ko saka ko then I hung up. 

'I'm sorry Dad, but me? Taking care of that crazy damned bitch?! huh it's almost next to impossible.'

Sophia's POV

"Oy tulala ka nanaman." NAgising ako sa pagmumuni-muni ko dahil sa pag kalabit sakin ni Louie.

"Ano nanaman bang problema mo?" tanong ko, tsk nananahimik ako dito ee saka naman siya makikisabay.

"Pano kanina ka pa tahimik diyan malay ko ba kung baliw ka na" sabi niya tapos ay umupo sa tabi ko.

'baliw? Yeah tingin ko tuluyan na akong nabaliw. I miss him so bad, I miss Kurt so bad. I feel like there'san empty hole inside of me that aches everytime I think about him. Hindi ko alam kung iniisip pa din ba niya ako? Kung nag-aalala pa ba siya sakin? Kung hinahanap pa ba niya ako. Yung totoo hindi ko talaga alam. 

The though og him forgetting me is so painful but what else could I think about? Kasalanan ko to ako yung lumayo, ako yung may problema. Hindi ko nga din alam kung totoo na lahat nang mga sinabi niya sakin?

Kaya ba talaga nang isang taong mag mahal nang isang tao na akala niya baliw? hahaha well tingin ko naman hindi niya yun akala I've been  broken once, damaged nawala na talaga ako sa katinuan minsan malay ko bakung bumalik uli yun.

Someone I believe he deserves better but why is that everytime I think of him being with anoher woman it's like breaking meinto pieces, pieces that arranged itself back to normal everytime I think ofus being together I still dont know, but there's one thing I am sure of, " I am missing him.."

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Author's Note!!!

Yes!! A very very very lame update from me --__-- urgh my ideas feels like it's been taken away but I promise mag hahanap na ako nang inspiration next update :) haha sana maintiindihan niyo yun solomot!!!

Saka guys may one-shot akong ginawa ipinost ko na yun haha sana suportahan niyo KATHNIEL yun maganda yun promise (para sakin hahaha) "STOLEN" title from the song stolen by  dashboard confessionals basahin niyo aa thanks:))))

This is dedicated sa Idol ko nang suuuupppeerr!!! Kasi yung SDTG talagang kahit ilang bes ko nang nabasa naiiyak padin ako sa huli. Ito yung pioneer at nagtaguyod nang mga gangster stories haha ate SG sana maging kasing galing mo ko balang araw haha love you po :))

Laters baby, selle :)