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Elise's POV
"I don't know what to do," I say for the hundredth time to Juliet who's sitting on my bed with me.
"I think you should first call him to say that you're back at your dorm."
"I already texted him."
"Ok good."
I lay down flat on my bed, my head hitting the pillow, and sigh.
"It's just that I love him. I really do. And I spent so long telling myself that I don't, denying myself of the feelings inside me that he causes. He makes my heart feel whole and gives my stomach butterflies. But then he goes off and does this. He always ruins the good parts."
"Maybe you should make a pros and cons list? Make it and we'll read it together when I come back from class."
"But I have to go to his class. Or I don't have to go. I want to go but I don't like the ultimatum that he gave me."
"If I were you, don't see him for awhile. Leave him hanging and make that list. Now, goodbye my love," she says grabbing a jacket and leaving me alone to make that list.
I can't believe I'm being shallow enough to make a list but I grab a pen and a notebook and lay in bed.
Pros: I get a boyfriend... a cute boyfriend.
Cons: I lose my internship.
My grandma will be seriously pissed.
I might hurt people (DEMETRI) by choosing Luke
I sigh, that's really all I can come up with for pros? The cons are overweighing the pros. If I am going to choose Luke over my career, I need to know for sure that he loves me. I need to make sure his feelings for me aren't just a phase.
I need to make sure with myself if love is going to be stronger than my career.
I can picture a life with Luke, but I also picture me working with my grandma.
I can picture a long hard day at work, bossing people around, sorting through fabric, dealing with retails. My fingers all pricked from teaching my workers how I want my designs to be sewn. Having three coffee on the way home to prepare myself for my 4 kids at home. No, 5 kids, all girls. And I definitely don't mind trying for a sixth so Luke can have a boy. And after we have dinner and put the kids to bed, Luke and I will lay down and he'll rub my coarse hands and I'll massage his shoulders. Then we'll stay up and watch our favorite shows together while laying in bed with a glass of wine in our hands. And I'll be nudged up against his shoulder and he'll be sneaking kisses on my forehead. And then we'll fall asleep in each other's arms.
I can't picture one without the other, I want both my career and Luke.
I want a life with both.
Then it clicks. If he's giving me an ultimatum, why can't I give him one.
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