My BestFriend My Teammate and Broken Promises

Chapter 16 Part 1

Alex's POV

I wake up to Lauren shaking me.

"Alex wake up it's time for breakfast." I sit up and wince in pain. "Woah. Easy there tiger don't try to do to much. You just got out of the hospital. We don't want you back in there." I was surprised at her. She didn't seem very mad at me anymore.

She helped me move my legs over the edge. She picked me up under my arms and dat me down on the wheelchair.

"Do I have to go?" I say. I do not want to face my teammates. Especially Tobin. I'm not ready.

"Yes. It's a team breakfast. Tobin won't be there." She says. She gets quiet at the last part.

"Why?" I wait a few minutes. She pulls me to the elevator.

"Because she's at the hospital. To make sure she doesn't kill herself or cut herself again." She says real quiet.

"Oh." I say. I don't really know how to answer that. The elevator dings and she pushes me out.

I start panicking. I'm breathing heavily. Lauren doesn't seem to notice. When she pushes me into the dining hall all conversation stops.

Lauren let's go of my wheelchair and walks over to the table Amy's at. Ashlyn gets up. Her face is shows pure anger. I am now having a panic attack. I turn around and go back to the elevator. I push the button for the top floor.

When I get there I go to the edge. The sun is barely up. It's beautiful. I try to breath slowly, to calm down. It doesn't really help.

I hear the door open. I turn my chair around. Ashlyn is there. She's walking towards me. Lauren and Amy are trying to pull her back. But Ashlyn is stronger than them.

"Ashlyn no!" Lauren yells.

"Shut up Lauren!" Ashlyn yells. She turns around and pushes Lauren and Amy to the ground.

"Hey! Ashlyn what is wrong?!" I yell at her. She turns around and runs at me. My eyes widen when I realize what her intentions are. "Ashlyn...?" I say.

She God behind me and pushes me off my wheelchair. Pain shoots through my back and left leg. I scream. She turns my so that I'm laying on my back. Then she starts punching me. I can feel my face swelling. Then she goes up and yells at me, "That was for Tobin. My best friend. She's in the hospital because of you. You worthless thing." I'm crying.

"I'm so sorry Ashlyn. I'm so sorry. I'm trying to set things right I realize what I did was wrong. I'm so, so sorry." She hesitates, then picks me and throws me to the floor. I scream out in pain again. I see her leave. Lauren and Amy must've been really shaken cuss they were just now getting up.

They run over to me. "I'm so sorry Alex." Lauren says. "I tried to stop her."

"I-I-Its o-o-k-kay." I stutter. "I deserved it."

"No you didn't. Come on let's go get you cleaned up."

"I don't think I can help you." I say. It's true. I'm in so much pain.

"It's okay. Well get you up." Amy says. They carefully grab me under my arms and pull me into my wheelchair. It's all I can do to not scream.

They push me to the elevator and we go down to the fifth floor. We bathroom in the apartment. I look in the mirror and what I see terrifies me. My face is bleeding and is all bruised. I don't look like myself.

"I think I should stay in bed until I heal." They nod their heads.

"That's good idea" Lauren says. "I'll come check on you every now and then. We have training so we better go." She gives me a hug and leaves.

"Bye Alex." Amy says and gives me a hug.

"Bye guys." Amy leaves. I go over to the bedroom and manage to finally get myself in bed and fall asleep.

Tobin's PoV

Lauren woke me up this morning. She said that we were going to the hospital.

I didn't want to but she managed to get me there. So here I am, sitting on the bed. Bored.

I hear a knock. "Come in!" I yell. The nurse walks in.

"I need to change your bandage." She says. I look at my arms. My arms have already bleed through. I'm going to have nasty scars. 

I hold out my arms. She slowly takes my bandages off. I have to look away. My arms are a bloody mess. She starts cleaning them. I wince as the alcohol burns my skin.

When she's done I look back at her. "Thank you." I say. "When can I leave?" I ask.

"I don't know. When we know that you arnt going to try and kill yourself." She says. She throws the bandages away. She's right. I don't know. I might try to kill myself still.

A/N: Part 2 coming later today!!