Wookism
Pairing: YeHae
Summary: Yesung has a thing for Donghae but there's something standing in the way: Donghae's relationship with Eunhyuk.
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Yesung couldn't help himself. There was something about Donghae that made him want him, made him long for him, keep him from focusing on anything he was doing. A quick glance his way was enough to get Yesung tongue-tied, unable to control his actions. He'd knock over a chair or he'd accidentally trip over something. All Donghae would do was smile and give Yesung a hand if he ever fell.
That hand, those hands, Yesung loved the way they felt. Strong but gentle, when they took hold of his own hands, he felt a spark. It was like a surge of electricity running through him; it sounded cliché but Yesung swore it happened every time.
At first he was fine with his feelings for Donghae. It was just a crush, nothing to get worked up over, he would tell himself, just after he would start sweating and babbling when Donghae got close to him. Then it became something more.
Somewhere along the way that innocent little crush became an uncontrollable desire for Donghae. It caught Yesung off-guard but he remembered it first started when he and Donghae were sitting at the kitchen table. Donghae was playing cards with Eunhyuk, while Yesung was reading a magazine. He took a quick look at Donghae and could feel a hot burning sensation inside of him. He stared as a small pink tongue made its way slowly out of Donghae's mouth, licking his lips as he stared at Eunhyuk's poker face. Yesung gulped, as he continued to stare. Donghae then did a small hair flip, the fringe in his eyes moving to the side of his face, framing it.
Yesung coughed, dropping the magazine on the table and excusing himself. When he had his hand down his pants and was imagining that tongue doing other things, things to him, he knew that his crush was no longer just a crush.
Normally, Yesung would just make a few fail attempts at seducing Donghae and then the two would have their ways with each other. That's what would normally happen. Unfortunately, for Yesung, Donghae wasn't just anybody. He was Eunhyuk's boyfriend.
Eunhyuk was Yesung's best friend and the roommate he'd shared an apartment with for three years. They were, as some would put it, as thick as thieves, tighter than tight, etc. This made things awkward for Yesung when he started fantasizing about taking Donghae on that kitchen table, no holds barred.
When Eunhyuk started asking him about his love life, Yesung would clear his throat, make up some nonsense and flee from the room. It was hard work, trying to convince Eunhyuk that there was no one, nothing that Yesung wanted. He tried to keep it inside, and for the most part, he was successful at it.
But then one day, things got complicated.
Yesung was doing laundry, making his way down the hall when he heard noises. They sounded like laughs but not the kind of laughs you'd hear from someone watching a hilarious movie. No, they were more like giggles, pleasurable laughter coming from someone who was having a really good time.
He stopped in front of Eunhyuk's room and saw the door was slightly ajar. He looked inside and could see Eunhyuk lying on top of Donghae as the two made out. They were fully clothed but it was easy to tell that things were just heating up. Eunhyuk took off his shirt and started undoing Donghae's pants. He then took out Donghae's hardening dick and that's when Yesung decided to stop watching. He quickly turned around and made his way to the bathroom, dropping his laundry basket along the way.
He closed and locked the door and impulsively, he turned on the shower, cold water rushing out of the spot. He stripped off his clothes and jumped in, letting the ice-cold water splash onto him, killing whatever sudden physical sensations he was experiencing. He screamed, not caring if the others heard him, hoping in fact that they would and that they would stop what they were doing. He started cursing loudly as he shifted around in the small shower, letting the icy water make him go numb. Every time the image of Donghae's dick popped into his head, he moved around, the water serving as a punishment, almost.
When he thought he was finally calm, he stepped out of the shower, not grabbing a towel as he did. He stood there, stark naked and looked at himself in the mirror, trying to catch his breath. He didn't hear his name being called and certainly didn't hear the door turn as it opened suddenly. There was Donghae, staring at his naked body, shocked in all sense of the word.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
Donghae said nothing and just stared, his mouth hanging open and his eyes widening. He stood there for a good two minutes before shaking his head and closing the door, leaving Yesung to cover himself up with the nearest towel. When he walked out, he saw Donghae standing in the hallway, his hand making his way for his waistband but when he saw Yesung, he pulled it away.
"I-I'm sorry," he apologized, his eyes lowered to the floor. Yesung sighed, not sounding that concerned that he was just seen in the buff by the man he'd been wanting for so long.
"It's fine. We're both guys—it's fine," and without another word, Yesung made his way down the hallway, picking up his laundry basket and going into his room. He dropped the basket on his bed and as he looked down at the towel around his waist. That was when he realized what had just happened.
"HOLY SH—DONGHAE SAW ME NAKED," he shouted to himself, sounding embarrassed beyond belief. After a good 20 minutes of rehashing of just what had gone on, Yesung vowed that he would never make contact with Donghae as long as he lived, or at least as best he could. A stupid idea considering Donghae practically lived at the apartment and was for the most part, unavoidable.
The first few days were awkward with the two of them barely making eye contact and barely saying anything to each other. Donghae would try to make conversation but Yesung always shut him down, either by pretending he didn't hear him or calling for Eunhyuk so the conversation would take a turn.
Eventually, the awkwardness ended when Eunhyuk revealed to Yesung that the two of them had broken up.
"What happened?"
"I think he was into someone else," was all Eunhyuk said before disappearing into his bedroom.
Yesung felt a sharp pain in the pit of his stomach. He didn't want to hear that Donghae had feelings for someone else. He didn't want to go through life not knowing if there had ever been anything between them. Embarrassing encounter aside, Yesung wanted to know if Donghae wanted him as much as and in the same way he wanted Donghae.
He told Eunhyuk he would be going out for a bit, not revealing where he was going or why. He had no qualms about it; if he knew one thing about Eunhyuk, it was that when a relationship was over, so was he.
Yesung made it to Donghae's apartment in almost no time flat, barely remembering where it was after being invited to a party there months ago. He knocked on the door, half-expecting a guy wearing nothing but a towel to answer.
He got that, but it wasn't some stranger. It was Donghae.
"Whoa!" was all Yesung managed to say as he stared at Donghae's bare chest and his chiseled abs. He noticed how carelessly Donghae was holding the towel and he ruffles his dripping wet hair.
"Hyung!" he replied with a cheerful smile. There was something about the way Donghae called him "hyung" that made Yesung weak in the knees. He bit his lip and cleared his throat before continuing on.
"I-I," he stuttered, his eyes fixed on Donghae's hand, "C-Can I have a glass of water?"
Donghae looked at him strangely but agreed, letting Yesung in and tying to towel so it wouldn't fall as he sauntered around the apartment, practically naked. Yesung tried his best to keep his eyes away from Donghae, but when he walked over with a glass of water, a wide smile and a drying body, Yesung couldn't contain himself.
He got up off the couch where he had been sitting and kissed Donghae, holding his face in his hands and firmly planting his lips on Donghae's, letting his tongue barely slip through. He finally tasted that tongue, the one that teased him so often, making him want Donghae all the more. He could hear the sound of the towel dropping on the floor.
He wondered why Donghae wasn't fighting back but when he felt his tongue intertwining with Donghae's and Donghae leaning into his touch. He pushed Donghae onto the couch, staring down at his naked body, remembering the dick that had caused him so much trouble in the first place. He lay on top of Donghae, kissing his neck and running his fingers down his chest. His hand strayed and he made his way down Donghae's dick, wrapping his slender fingers around it and stroking it gently.
He looked at the way Donghae winced and then sighed as Yesung continued to pump him. He arched his back, his chest touching Yesung's causing Yesung's skin to prickle. He took off his shirt, letting Donghae admire what he had already seen before. He sat up and Donghae moved his hand across Yesung's chest, moving up to trail kisses down his stomach.
Yesung pushed Donghae back down, shifting his weight around. He looked down and spread Donghae's legs, moving them so they were tightly wrapped around his waist. He noticed a bottle of hand lotion close by and decided to make use of it, pouring a bit on his hands.
He then spread Donghae, sliding in a finger into him, the cool feel of the lotion causing him to whimper and moan. Yesung then stuck in a second finger, stretching him as best he could, smirking at the faces Donghae made.
He then took the fingers out, sliding his finger down from Donghae's balls. He then poured some more lotion onto his hands and started prepping himself, before sliding into Donghae.
Donghae wrapped his legs tighter around Yesung's waist as Yesung slid in and out of him, thrusting. He watched as Donghae's tongue slipped out of his mouth as he sighed and moaned. Yesung leaned over and kissed Donghae, letting that tongue make its way into his mouth.
He continued to fuck Donghae, letting every feeling of desire that had stirred up in him since he knew Donghae come out in every thrust, every stroke, every touch.
When he was about to come, he let something slip, three little words.
"I LOVE YOU!" he shouted, pulling out of Donghae and letting the come make its way out and onto Donghae's stomach as he stroked his dick.
When he finished, he realized what he had said. He felt his face grow hot with embarrassment and found it hard to look Donghae in the eyes. He cleaned himself off and sat down on the edge of the couch as Donghae struggled to get up, wiping the sweat from his forehead. Donghae looked at him, Yesung noticed out of the corner of his eye, and a smile appeared on his face.
Yesung turned quickly to face him, expecting him to laugh in his face, making fun of the feelings he'd had developing inside of him.
"Did you just say what I think you said?"
Yesung looked away again.
"Depends on what you heard me say," he mumbled, folding his hands on his bare things, his back bent over his knees.
"Did you just tell me you loved me?"
Yesung felt his heart drop. He looked at Donghae and then back down to the floor, shakily standing up and stumbling around for his clothes.
"Hyung, answer me," Donghae said in a rather serious tone, letting Yesung know that there was no real escape, even if he did manage to flee the apartment, the way he tried to everyday Donghae came over to his own apartment.
"Yes," he said, not letting any more shame overcome and for once facing his fears.
Donghae chuckled, Yesung could hear and stood up. He stretched a little and moved around, picking up his towel and putting it around his waist. Yesung, meanwhile, stood in place waiting for some further reaction, anything, no matter how humiliating.
He felt Donghae's hand on the small of his back and his breath in his ear.
"Took you long enough," he whispered, kissing Yesung on the cheek and holding him close.
THE END
