my mother

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after the cuddle with Jacob he had to go to bed because he was only little and he had his set bedtime.

"Jacob bed" dallas said

"ohhhh but mam" Jacob winged sat next to me

" lilly will still be here tomorrow" she said patting his back to pick him up.

I gave Jacob a cuddle and kissed the side of his face awkwardly. he made his way up the stairs and me and chloe shouted goodnight from downstairs before dallas came in with her shoes and coat on.

"where are you going?" I said

"to get your auntie" she said it took me a moment to realize who she was talking about but when I did I screamed "omg you have to take me with you"

"emmm you can if you want but I cant have chloe come" dallas said rubbing her head

"why?????" chloe said nearly crying 

 " they wont be back till later baby that the problem"  rob came in from the kitchen sitting next to chloe to confort her and stop her crying.

in the end after many arguments chloe was aloud to come so me and chloe made our way to the door we started driving up the drive and into the direction of the airport. dallas drove passed my house it looked empty like it wired seeing it with no cars there it almost reminds me of when tour happened with my mam and my dad was out with me fun places back when I still liked him. it also reminded me that my mam had been gone like 8 hours now and I had still not recived a phone call off her she should of landed ages ago I decided to tweet izzy and see if she had hurd off her dad I could just text her but that was to much effort and pulls I was already on twitter

@ lillyllovato hey girl have you hurd off your dad? @ izzy-jonas

I then plugged in my headphone to shut out the sound of dallas and chloe singing along to the frozen soundtrack which kind of got on the nerves so I turned my mams songs on ino it creepy but its always been something I do when I miss my mam and I cant get her out of my head the closed thing is to listen to her music.

just as I was starting to drift off my phone buzzed it was a reply to my tweet and to a supprise it was my mam @ ddlovato I miss you too much enjoy your time with dallas and I promise ill call you tonight. love you

I smiled when I seen it for all me and my mam fight and argue and I may have her life at times but she is the person I miss the most when she is away she is the only real person that is constently in my life she is that one person I have the most extrodanary relationship with because if you asked me when I was Chloe's age I would of said that I hated my older sister and that I never wanted to e related to her I used to imagen on a night what if I changed my name and I was a complpet different person and I didn't know any of my family it was all tottly different I wonderd if my life would be the same as it is now but then I grew up and realized I actually didn't hated her I just wanted a reason to love her.

@ izzy-jonas awwww I miss you to lilly no fights for a week iam going to die

I justed laughed the the car came to a hault. and I looked up from my phone and shaked my head out of all the day dreaming and we were at the airport dallas turned around and saw me looking so confused at how we got here so quick

"you ok lil" she said

"yeah yeah just teweets  from my mam and izzy" I said shuving my phone in my pocket.

she then looked over at her daughter and chloe was fast asleep laying on the door.

"i told her she wont stay up for it but no she know best never have a 10 year old" dallas said laughing

" well I sort of have to have a 10 year old to have a kid dallas man just cause yours has more power then you is not my problem" I said acting sassy

dallas turned round hit me in the leg then she begain to constantly ring Maddie wondering were she is until I got a mystery phone call...............