my mother

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M- mystery
L-Lilly
M- hello demi
L-emmmmm who is this???
M- what do you mean? Who is this you should know?
L- it's not demi its LILLY
M- is demi there?
L- no she is in bora bora on holiday
M- or ok that's no problem I'll ring her BISSNESS mobile
L- ok bye
After that I shut off the phone not thinking anymore to who is was because most likely it was acually BISSNESS with my mam like It always was. I ran along to catch up with dallas and we walked hand in hand into the airport.
There were paps but very little like shouting my name from across the hall asking wired questions like
Is my mam marrying Nick?
Is my mam I'll again is that why iam with dallas?
And all rubbish like that but growing up being demi lovato daughter I learned to let a lot of things slide I got to told to never answer a pap even if it was the most important or heart brakeing thing never answer a pap.
We waited for what seamed like forever till we finally set eyes on Maddie when she walked throught the doors we all pounded on her.
"You really missed me that much" maddie giggled
"I did I did" chloe jumped up a down
"I sure did" I said revealing my face from her kneck
"LILLY omg I missed you so much, how's demi" she said wiping away tears from a long hug
"She is fine she is in holiday so iam here all week" I said linking arms with maddie we walked outside and dallas went to get the car and bring it to the entrance so she can get maddies bags easier lets just say maddie does not pack light.
I was stood on the wall scrolling though my phone and maddie was doing the same Ino most in so able people when we have not seen each other in so long but who cares. There were many people waiting for cabs mainly cuples but then the odd BISSNESS men.
There was a man shouting next to us something about his company declining if he dose not get this sale me and maddie laughed and the man sharply turned around and that is one face I was not expecting to see and I was almost surtion it was him even tho I never seen him in 2 years I knew it was him. It was my dad i sharply looked away and turned to face maddie and get her attention. I could feel the glares of my dad behind my back and I was hoping dallas would be so quick. I kicked maddie in the foot and text her.
L- do u know the man next to me ?
M- why does he look fermiller
L- it's my dad !!!!!!!!
I looked back over his direction and he started walking towards me I quickly turned until I heard his Spanish voice
"Hey babygirl" he touched my back
I flinched "hi" I said shyly
"Where is your mam at" he said sniggering at the name
"She is out why what is it to you" I said giveing him the dirtiest look
"I always like to know how my daughter and ex wife are getting on" he said piping the X
"How can u say that you love her she was the one you loved how can you just lose all feeling for her all the times you helped her is that just another day work for you cause it is and iam so glad I got you out of my life ages ago" I said shouting and crying causeing a crowd
"I did love her LILLY she was my everything you were my everything seeing her hurt and practically killing her self led me away she was a mess LILLY don't you see she was not capable" my dad stepped closer to me
" all she needed was a little help someone to sit there to sit there and tell them they love her to be her rock every night I did that watching my mam crumble down in frount of my while my dad was who knows we're acually sickbed me how you can even call me your daughter is beyond me because guess what I hate you and that will never change" I stated walking away and running to dallas car that was now slowly comeing down the road I jumped in the back seats and without saying a word I step in and just broken down completly like I have never cryed before and I knew the only thing thing that could ever make me better was one of my mams huggs that she haves when I always get upset or distressed insted I just had a worried looking dallas..

Sorry I haven't wrote Ino iam a bad person but I lost my friend last week and it been hard to get over till about now I acually promise now I will start writing everyday but yeah just wanted to let you all know I have been under the wether with my friend dieing it has been horrible the hardest thing I've done up to date I hope you all keep him your prays I love him so much bye joe 😭😭😭