my mother

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We took a seat at a table that were lined out in the middle of the hall sir had left me and my mam to talk and understand where we turn from now.
"How have you been" she askes
" good, I think how you and nick and how's Dallas"I said
"Well me and nick are another story but Dallas is worried about you very worried" my mam said Puting down her head
"Lilly Lilly " I heard getting shouted across the hall until Sadie appeased at the table
"Omg I thought you left without saying goodbye" she said her arms wrapping around me
"And who is this" my mam said gaining her smile back again
" this is Sadie she is my Friend" I said my mam put out her hand to Sadie and shaked her hand after I told Sadie I  be in the lounge I'll meet her there if I decide to go and then she ran off to her dad.
"I got 1 phone call in the 2 weeks something for in drama you skipped the lesion and when you were asked to go you refused" my mam said looking disaponted once again
"Yeah I sort of didn't like drama if I could of stopped in music all lesions all day I would of flew through the 2 weeks" I said
It caused my mam to smile I think her just hearing about my love for music had made her Forget everything because I hardly ever express my love for music to her nor anyone.
"So Iam offering you the chance to come home" my mam said smiling to me knowing the answer
"Yes omg yes" I said finally I was going home I was going home yeah guy.
"Right I'll meet you half an hour in the lobby don't be late we have a 4 hour drive" my mam said walking off to sleek to the principal.
I walked back off to my room to collect my bags that were already packed and I set out to find Sadie but she was so hard to find when Iam needed her my Hal an hour was nearly up I had ten minuets left and I was still looking for her I can't leave without saying goodbye I need to say goodbye and give her my house number so she an ring every night.
As my mam walked into the lobby and started to pack my bags into the boot Sadie came running through the door
"Omg sir told me you were going home, your actually leaveibg" Sadie cried
"It was always the plan 2 weeks was all I was ment to spen here" I said hugging Sadie
"Lilly we really have to go" my mam Sao standing at the door
" mam can Sadie come in the holidays to visit for the week or weekend" I said pleading my mam
" cause she can anytime she wants to come round she is more then welcome to" my mam smiled at Sadie
I gave Sadie one last hug and walked out the door leaveibg her in the school and got in the front seat next to my mam it felt right to be ending that chapter of my life but I knew as soon as I got home I would be in the tour part of my life again as that was only 1 week away from happening.
The car ride was silent but it was a nice silent it actually gave me time to think seeing Sadie with her dad today made me want to see Wilmer for all I hated the guts of the man but for all he was still my dad and I knew nothing could change that.
"Iam sorry for sending you away" my mam said putting her hand on my knee
"It's ok, I guess I just got so frustrate I didn't know what to do and I just missed you like crazy" I said holding back any chance of tears
"But Lilly just because you missed me doesn't mean you can leave and scare people as much as you did to Dallas she was so worried about you and when she told me I didn't know whether to be worried or not but I was furyesy but I knew where you would be I knew you where at home" my mam said stoping at a stop light and gave me a big hug "but never leave me again"
I put my head down in shame and said "never I promise"
The rest of the half an hour car ride was my mam mainly singing songs from her new album the same songs I've heard since the beginning of this year and tbh were getting a slight bit old but I didn't care because I had my mam back