E.H.

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It's a pity you can't see
The evil that runs through my mind
Just because I'm all laughs and smiles all the time
Soul of a saint
Guilty as hate
I seek a cure, if nothing more.

Purify?
It is hard to try
While I am provoked, joked
About
Calm as a breeze
They think me a fool
For living with such ease.

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I scream in my head
As I look at them
I am filled with dread
The Top, nor tip, of a cliff
Is not where I am at all
I am on the verge to fall

Scandalous schemes
Torture my dreams
If only they knew
What if wicked fantasies came true?
Sadness and fear
Would stream through the air
And I would be the witch without a care!

But silently
My forgiving side
Sends my bad intentions
Into different dimensions
And still while I am being good
Lying lazily in bed
Turmoil is running through my head.

S.K.Malcolm

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