Planning to fail

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This one really made me laugh. I wrote it when I was about 16. I was so angry when I wrote this

How ironic
First you want me
Then you want somebody else
I guess this is how it goes
When you like a boy
Who's lost both his virginity
And his sense

Wow!
Did I say that out loud
Well the girl seems to like you
You should be very proud
Your charm, your arrogance
Attracts many girls
BUT NOT ME!

I'm not one of your girls
I'm not just any girl
I should be loved and respected
Not manipulated and rejected
I trusted you
When nobody wouldn't
I stood up for you
When my friends said I shouldn't

You are and you were
There is nothing left for you to be
In between I guess
Oh, but there's more to see
I didn't know we had a future
Or 'later on' as you'd like to call it
All I can see is dysfunctional fantasies

You think you have control over everything
But no; you don't have me
Your love life will be spiralling out soon
You'll see
As my friend would say
'Love is a waste of emotions'
But I am willing to waste it on
Anyone who would return the favor
Pleasure, pleasure, pleasure
That's what's filled your ocean
How long will it last
Without me, without emotion.

S.K.Malcolm

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