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Why am I a victim
Of a vicious boy system
Clogging up my heart
Tearing my life apart
Why should I care
Why shouldn't someone spare
Their love for me
Eternally
Talk to me, feel my pain
While I feel yours
Why am I to blame
Eyes tell me a secret
That I didn't want to know
But my mouth remained speechless
Maybe I should just let it go
No!
I shall not be wrong for love's sake
I had too much risks to take
I am no silent river
But it's my complete that runs deep
He is, that of a bottomless pit
Where I look at and sneer and spit
If he had cared half as much
I would of given one last thought
Not one last laugh
I was his shepherd, pass me my staff
He shall not want
But thinks he still must have
Now I'm alone
I have another
But right now he can't bother
My sweet, treats me like an enemy
I try to find out why
But they make me think it's me
Then.....
Acts like there was nothing wrong
I feel puzzled all day long
Cool and connected, but angry am I
Cause I am to blame
For the problem of this guy.

S.K.Malcolm

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