My Right Hand 2

August

1 Week Later 

"Shit getting crazy man." I know but I don't know. It's crazy. Who knew he'd just pop up like that." "How you really feeling about that?" "I'm mad as hell and if I wasn't carry two children I was gone fight his ass. How the hell you just pop up like that like nigga what the fuck. I'm mad they tried to pin that shit on you and I did that. So I really basically wasted ten years of my fucking over a nigga that was alive the entire fucking time."

Hell, I don't even know what the fuck to say to that shit. "We could you know." She glares over at me and then mushes my head. "You're a damn criminal." I laugh, "I was just kidding." Well I was halfway kidding, halfway serious. "Get in trouble again you're on your own." "Man I didn't even want you doing that shit the first time." "Well it's done now. I'm done thinking about it."

"Okay Aleah Jones. So what Ty say when the nigga came to the door?" "Well actually Ty didn't walk in until he was kissing me and then yeah." I look at her, "That nigga kissed you?" "Yes." "Ty should've beat his ass." "Anyway... You heard from the people yet?" "Nah I haven't but I mean look this is the first one and it says she's mine. We have nothing to worry about." "I know but I'm still a little nervous."

So what y'all having you ain't said none yet?" She smiles, "It's a girl and a boy." "Congratulations Lil Kenzie!" "Thanks Aug." "Names?" "Tywon Jr and Tyleah." "That's cool. I like them." I've been staring down at the ring on your finger and I want to ask but then again I don't want to know. "Yeah thanks... So um can I be honest with you?" She says. "Of course."  "I've just been thinking about Amaya and all, the differences between this one and her and stuff like that." "Okay..." "It kind of hurts to say this but I don't feel like I'm her mother."

"What you mean Leah?" She shifts in the seat, "Yes she calls me mama but I feel like an auntie, a God mama, not her mother." Are these the damn hormones talking or what? "I don't get it." "I can't explain it any other way Aug." "You think giving her away had another to do with this?" "I don't know, maybe." "Maybe you two should just work on building that bond. She adores you Leah." "I know and I feel back like she genuinely loves me and I love her too but it's different."

I need to call Doc about this shit. He would know something to do professional. "You think
you should go see someone." "For what?" "To talk to them and sort through that shit." "No I don't need to." "Aleah so what you gone do just ignore the daughter you already have?" "I don't know August. I wouldn't just neglect her totally." "Aleah that's fucked up." "Well I can't help it August." I shake my head. What the fuck? "What's up with the ring?" "It has been a minute since you saw me. Ty proposed." What...

"And you said?" "I said yes what you mean what I said." "Oh okay. I was just curious." "You mood just didn't a 360 what's up?" "No I'm cool." "August-" "I said I'm cool." I can't ruin what she has going on because I'm feeling some type of way about her. I'll get over it, her happiness is worth way more than mine. My phone vibrates, shit I forgot I was supposed to be meeting Taylor at Romi's.

"What's up Tay?" "Hey where you at? I'm sitting here waiting.." "I'm sorry, I'm running behind. I'll be there in like ten." "I guess." "I'll make it up to you I promise." "Okay August." We hang up and I get up. "Later Leah." "Bye Aug." I get to my hair and head over to Romi's.

"Look who decides to arrive." "I'm so sorry Taylor." "Uhm mhm sure." "I am. I was over my best friend's house talking and time got away from me." She laughs, "It cool Aug really." "How you doing today?" "I'm fine. Yourself?" "I'm cool. Well truthfully... Nah I'm good." "What's the matter?" She asks. "Well My best friend is getting married." "Aw. No more bonding time?" "Nah it's not that, we just have history together and it's hard to make the feelings just disappear."

"Aleah's her name right?" "Yeah. So how do you feel about her?" "I love her and it was spark there once upon a time but now it's different." "It's kind of hard facing the reality of it all." "Yeah like it's really real now." She laughs, "Yeah I feel your pain. Same here, remember when I was telling you about Roderick?" "Yeah." "He's married now. When we broke up though I didn't think he would move on that fast." "So what did you do?" "Just move on. I accepted things as they were and moved on with my life."

"Sounds like it's easier said than done." "Yeah and it is but you'll get through it. Plus you have an amazing friend like me to help." I laugh, "Well thanks Taylor aren't you a bundle of sunshine." She laughs, "Yes it's kind of in my job description." We order our food and sit there and eat. Taylor is a real cool girl.

"August walk me to my car." "No problem. Where you park?" "On the other side." "Alright." We start walking towards her car. "Tay?" Damn. "Why are you here?" "Just about to have lunch with a friend." "Oh okay." "This your boyfriend?" "A friend." "Hm. He looks like your type." "Uhm mhm. Come on Aug." She grabs my hand and we continue walking. "Who was that?" "An ex." I pause, a what. "Tay that was a female." "I know what she is August...... That's not a problem is it? I mean I use to be but you know."

"It's fine Taylor. Hell I'll be the last person to judge you on anything. Trust me. I have no room to judge." She smiles, "Thanks Aug." "So would you ever do a threesome?" She laughs, "Well damn August." "I didn't filter that my fault. You don't have to answer." She's looks around and then back at me, "Well between me and you I would." Oh shit she a freak forreal. I kind of figured she was with the whole climax shit but this just confirmed it. "Well I gotta go." I say turning to walk off.

"Wait Aug where you going so soon?" To my car to walk this oncoming erection off. "Come here." "What Tay?" "Turn around silly." "No thanks." "I can fix that." I turn around. Did she say what I think she did. "Come here August." I'm really about to enjoy this shit. I walk back over to her. "Ow your big.... Let's go to your place." "You sure about this?" "I'm positive."

We part our separate ways and head to the crib. It was on as soon as we got inside. I told myself I wasn't gone be sexually with her but damn man, the way she's sucking me up is quieting all that shit down. I bust and she raises up. She slides down on me slowly...

I'm not even the type to want to sleep after sex but after all that shit I need a nap. My phone starts ringing and I get up to grab it. "Hello?" "Hi August this is Renae from the DNA testing center and this is a courtesy call letting you know the test results are in." "Alright thank you." "You may come down to pick up your copy at anytime." "Alright." I hang up. I don't need that shit I already know what it's gone say. I go shower in my bathroom while Taylor stays in the guest room one.

Once I'm out I see Taylor laying in my bed sleep.  I'm about to join her. I sit my phone on the counter and get in bed. I'm about to sleep good. I lay there and close my eyes.

I wake up to my phone going off. "Hello?" I answer without even looking down. "Nigga get up and go get the test. His paper is saying she's his." "Aleah what?" "Amaya is his daughter according to this test August. I thought you said y'all got her tested." I raise up. "Calm down. We did Aleah and she's mine." The lab better run that shot again. "Man look he's talking about legally taking her."