The Alpha chose me

Chapter sixteen

James's wolf Orion^^
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James P.O.V
Tears leaked from my own eyes as she kissed me, I had missed her so much. When sam had told me to leave he said her wolf was dying but she was here now and I could feel Lynn under the surface of Carlee's skin just waiting to mate with Orion. I laughed and Carlee pulled back, I instantly missed the feeling if her lips against mine but the look in her face was more important to me.
"Where have you been?!" She said frantically and I flinched... I couldn't tell her where I had been
"I...I,,.I was taking care of something..." I stammered as Orion laughed, you idiot! If your not going to tell her the truth at least tell her something she can believe !!!!
She looked at me and disappointment flooded her eyes and I hated myself for putting it there. Carlee stood up and moved away from me but I grabbed her wrist and stood.
"I'm sorry " was all I could say and I pressed my forehead against hers, our breathe mingled together. She cupped my cheek with her hand and smiled. "I know" she whispered but she had no idea. I felt sick, I had thought Carlee's wolf dead and I did something unspeakable. If only I had realised sooner....

She looked at me and then a light lit up behind her eyes " lets run " she said it with a hint of longing and the smile on her face was all my wolf needed to burst through and shift, she quickly leapt away from me and stripped as her wolf rose to the surface. Lynn was even more beautiful than I had imagined, Orion had described her to me but I never could have imagined the beautiful streaks of gold in her red brown fur or the way her eyes glowed gold with a hint of Carlee's brown at the centre. Lynn flicked her tail for me to follow and she sped of, leaping and bounding through the forest floor, I chased after her, admiring the way her wolf moved with such speed and certainty while Orion steered me through the forest after her, keeping me from face planting while my thoughts lingered on Carlee...

And her pack...
****Flashback ****

When Sam told me to leave he said her wolf was dying, I was broken. So I went in search of her pack and I found them. They were quite a large pack and a little hostile because the Alpha's were away on business . But the soon-to-be alpha, a girl called Vivian, welcomed me as Carlee's mate. She said she knew Carlee and she wanted to help....
But after a while I felt the bond slowly wither....until one day it was gone, my wolf grieved but I couldn't bring myself to accept that Carlee, or at least her wolf was gone.
Around the same time Vivian became more and more friendly towards me, trying undoubtedly to seduce me. Until one night she kissed me and still in grief I kissed her back, determined to distract myself. Orion protested but I shut him out and tried to fill the hole of my missing mate by sleeping with the girl..... Vivian.
The next day, guilt and shame swallowed me and a faint voice echoed through my head... James....Orion.....it sounded like Carlee's soft voice mixed with a slightly rougher melodic voice and I knew it was Carlee... And her wolf, Lynn.

And so I left, I apologised to Vivian then shut her out of my mind completely as she continued to try and seduce me.
I came back to the small cottage to find no one was there and I followed the scent to a rogue camp, I waited outside the camp knowing that my father was in there...and so was Carlee. I saw Rose first, crouched and waiting... then a flash of gold as Carlee sped past me, her hair flying behind her and whipping as she zigzagged in and out of tree's.
I followed, waitng for Rose to pass Carlee, knowing how much Sam hated me when Carlee collapsed , I couldn't imagine what Rose would feel when she looked at me. But before I knew it Carlee had me pinned to the ground her hand on my throat and I couldn't have been more proud of my mate.