"What do you mean I'm fine." She said not looking at him.
"Why did you really leave. What happened on the mission with May?" Steve asked.
"How d-d. Nothing." She shot.
"Natasha. Don't lie to me. Remember what you asked me? Now it's the other way around." Steve said.
Natasha looked at him and looked down.
"The Intel. It was the Red Room and The KGB. It's all fucked up Steve. You don't understand." Natasha said whilst standing up.
"What?" Steve asked.
"You don't understand. I've been with men, One after Another. Killed people, one after another. Lie after Lie. That's one after another." Natasha said lowly
''You don't know, what I have done.'' Steve replied.
"What do you mean?" Natasha whispered.
Steve sat down and stared at the Skyline.
"I was awake." Steve whispered.
"What?" Natasha asked in disbelief.
70 years. 70 years he was awake. Knowing about Bucky, Peggy and Howard. 70 knowing that they would eventually leave and die.
But it was 70 years trapped in the ice. Knowing that he couldn't do anything. Knowing that anytime minute it could end.
Natasha faced Steve who was crying single tears.
Natasha hugged him and let her tears flow freely. Steve hugged her back and melted in her comfort.
"Steve, listen to me. It's ok. It's not your fault. It's not. Don't carry that guilt. Let go. Ok? Were gonna get through this together, alright?" Natasha said whilst cupping his face
Steve nodded and Natasha hugged him again.
"It's gonna be alright."
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One after Another
Fanfiction'You don't understand. I've been with men, One after Another. Killed people, one after another. Lie after Lie. That's one after another.' 'You don't know, what I have done.'
