Ana's POV
I hated talking about Josh, it bothered me alot, but what bothered me the most was that I walked away from Charlotte. I felt terrible. She was my daughter and she was just being curious and I felt like a horrendous mother, even if it just was for a little while.
Matt assured me that she was fine and she understood that Josh made me sad and that he'd explained it all to her. That made me feel better, well a little bit anyway.
We went for lunch and while I enjoyed the meal, the best part was watching Charlotte deciding what cutlery to use. She would look at her food, look at her cutlery and stick her tongue out, trying to decide. I could watch her all day, she never ceased to amaze me, this little person that Matt and I made.
I was surprised at how much she ate and I was even more surprised that she stayed awake on the car ride to Matt's.
Matt's place, I was anxious about going there. I wasn't sure what to expect, but what greeted me shocked me.
"This is really nice." I told him, and it was.
"Did you think I lived in squalor?"
I shrugged, I didn't know what I thought.
I looked around while Charlotte went off to her room and the one thing that surprised me were the photographs, so many pictures.
"I think you went a bit overboard with the pictures Matt." I told him as I came across another one of me.
"Ana." He said quietly.
I turned and looked at him and he pulled me into his arms. "Ana, I missed you everyday." He whispered. "Every single day."
I layed my head on his chest. I'd missed him every single day too.
"I hated it Ana." He murmured. "Every second I hated."
"Me too." I whispered.
"But I hated the not knowing if you loved me anymore part the most."
I closed my eye's, I'd hated that part too.
"I'll always love you Matthew." I murmured, looking up at him.
"I'll always love you Ana."
I smiled as he kissed me. I couldn't get enough of his kisses. We had months to make up for and I was going to make up for every second we were apart.
"So what are you going to do with this stuff?" I asked him.
He shrugged. "Sell it I guess, take what I need."
I followed him as he walked around the house, grabbing stuff, and I was surprised at just how much stuff there was.
"What's Charlotte doing?" Matt suddenly asked me. "She's awfully quiet."
"I'll check."
I went to her bedroom and there she was, curled up, sound asleep. I looked around her room, Matt had certainly spoiled her, no wonder she was asleep, it was probably to tiring deciding what toys she should take.
I went over to her, bending down and kissing her forehead. She looked so much like Matthew it was amazing and beautiful, because to me Matt was perfect, he always would be.
"She's sleeping." I said walking out to an empty living room.
"I'm in here." Matt called.
I followed the sound of his voice into his bedroom and looked around.
"Very nice."
"Yeah." He said going through his closet. "But it's not home."
I smiled, sitting on his bed. "Comfy."
"It's okay." He said glancing at me.
I crawled up the bed, laying my head on a pillow. I closed my eye's, breathing in, it smelt like him, it smelt wonderful.
"What are you doing?"
I looked up to see Matt smiling down at me.
"Smelling you."
"Kinky Ana." He grinned.
I shook my head. "No, I just missed your smell."
"My smell?" He asked, climbing on the bed. "Not me?"
"Of course you." I laughed, reaching up and pulling his lips down to mine.
"You know what Ana?" He murmured in between kisses.
"What?"
"This bed is a virgin."
I laughed, I couldn't help it. "A virgin."
"Yep." He whispered slipping his hand up my shirt. "It's seen absolutely no action at all. It's sad."
"Very sad." I giggled.
"We should fix it." He murmured, kissing my lips then traveling down my neck.
"How would we do that?"
"Let me show you."
I closed my eye's as his lips found mine.
"Charlotte?"
"You'll just have to be quiet Ana." He smiled, tugging on my skirt.
I lifted my hips and he slipped it off.
"I'll try my best." I murmured.
"That's the spirit."
I knew I was going to fail, his lips had only made their way to my nipple and I was already biting my lip.
"Let's get ready to rumble." He smiled, hooking his fingers into my underwear.
I couldn't help it. I burst out laughing. Wrestling.
