Scared of Love || Lauren/You

Chapter 23

A/N:  Are you all ready for this chapter? Yes? No? Well here you go Chapter 23!

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Your POV

I chuckle and look at Colt he looked worried or something i smile at him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I look at Lauren again and she looked so upset and she crossed her arms on her chest "Lauren are you okay?" Destiny asked she just sighed and stood up, "come with me" Lauren said pulling my arm. I sighed and got up and she pulled me outside, "he likes you?" i nodded slowly "yeah...why?" i asked she frown and hugged me i was about to pull away when i saw Destiny looking at us in the corner "No stay" Lauren mumble i sighed and look at Destiny who was glaring at me. "Destiny's here" i whispered she look up and saw Destiny "Des, i'll be inside later okay? i'll just talk to her" she said Destiny nodded and hesitantly went inside. "Are you okay? you're acting a little weird" i said she shrug "I don't know why i'm acting like this....but i don't want you with Colt please" i sighed "Lauren he's my friend too" she nodded "I know...it's just it's like he's stealing you away from me" she said pouting i chuckle "Lauren..." she just gave me her puppy eyes.

"We're just friends" i said nodding "But he likes you" i nodded "I know" "and you like him" she said coldly i laugh "Oh Lauren..." she scrunched her face and pull me to her arms again "you're mine" she mumble i stayed quiet and smiled. I'm definitely yours Jauregui, "come on let's go inside" i said cupping her cheeks "do you have free period next?" i nodded and she smiled on my hands "me too" i nodded and held her hands. "Destiny has a free period too?" i ask hiding my sadness "No she had it second period" i nodded and kissed her cheek "Alright, let's go inside and finish our lunch" she nodded and we walk back inside. When i was about to sit next to Colt she pulled me back "sit with me" she whispered i sighed and nodded she pulled me beside her and she laid her head on my shoulder making me smile. Camila saw me and she smirked and winked at me and Colt was just smiling at me, Destiny was glaring at me i shrug and look down to Lauren. The bell rang Lauren got my hand and we said goodbye to our friends and Destiny gave her a kiss on the cheek before walking away and i roll my eyes at her, we then walked to our spot and sat down.

"I wish you won't ditch me" she said frowning "I'm sorry okay? i won't ditch you this time" i said smiling at her, "Y/N who's your crush?" she asked i smile "Why do you wanna know?" i asked she shrug "Just curious" she said leaning against the tree. "What if i don't have any?" she pouted "You told me before you had one" i shrug "That was before Lauren" she chuckled "Please... i bet Camila knows and i don't. That's so unfair" i laugh "well...i can't tell you" i said well because it's her, "Why not? don't you trust me?" i frown "No it's not like that" she was looking at me sadly "Tell me then" i sighed "I'll tell you soon i promise" i said she whined "Nooo...now" i laugh "You're acting like a kid" she laid her head on my lap "I am a kid, tell meeee" she whine "Not now" she pouted even more. "Fine" she looks like a stubborn adorable kid, she got my hand and intertwine our fingers "How about you? any crushes?" i ask her "No i don't do crushes, i only admire people" i roll my eyes "Of course" i mumble "Is Destiny beautiful?" i asked her she smile "Yeah she is" i nodded and look at her.

"But you're gorgeous" she said i look back down and her eyes are now closed our fingers still intertwined and our hands were on her stomach, i ran my fingers through her hair softly and i heard her sigh. Then suddenly i noticed she fell asleep on my lap, i look around and it was so peaceful there were no people just Lauren and i. I saw a blue flower petal flying and it landed on Lauren's cheek it softly caressed her cheek and flew away to the air again, i stared at it before it disappeared on the trees. I then stare down at Lauren who was still asleep i caressed her cheek where the petal was before and smile at her, "i wish you knew who loves you Lauren" i whispered "she's right here" i whispered again.

Lauren's POV

Minutes later i woke up i look up and saw Y/N asleep our fingers are still intertwined and my head was on her lap, i slowly sat up and stare at her i got her body slowly and placed her on my lap this time. I tuck her hair behind her ear and stare at her beautiful face, my thumb was caressing her jawline and it then started caressing her soft pink lips. I wonder what it felt like kissing these lips, she said she never had her first kiss yet. I stare at her lips and touch my own biting it gently i sighed and finally look up "Hey Lauren" i saw Colt walking to us i glare at him "Woah, i won't do anything stupid i promise" he said quietly he then sat beside me. "Why do you like her?" i asked him quietly i didn't look at him my eyes were just locked to Y/N's face "Well...she's really friendly and i love those kind of people. Y/N is sweet girl, she has a happy personality she makes people happy and smile. That's why my sister likes her she said Y/N always make her happy and laugh, and she did make me laugh and smile too. I don't get why she didn't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend before i mean she's so beautiful" he said smiling at Y/N i look at him sadly "Are you planning to ask her out?" i asked hiding my sadness.

He sighed "No, she likes someone but if she goes to me then i probably will. Y/N's future boyfriend or girlfriend will be lucky well because she's a sweet girl. Every guy would want to date her" i nodded "you know her crush too?" i asked sadly "yeah..." i frown "she haven't told me, does that mean she doesn't trust me?" i asked looking at him with watery eyes. "No Lauren, she trusts you. But she might tell you soon she's just not ready to tell you" he said smiling "But why you guys?" i asked frowning "Because Lauren....she feels different towards you" he said "Different? like what?" i asked him confused "I'm not telling you, just ask her okay? she'll tell you soon" he said standing up. "Make the right choice Lauren" he then walked away leaving me confused, right choice for what? Soon the bell rang and i shake Y/N's body gently "Y/N, it's time to go home" i cooed in her ear making her stir. "Carry me" i chuckle "okay but stand up" she sighed and stood up, i got our bags and bent down and she went on my back "Thank you Lauren" she said kissing my cheek i smile and walk to my car.

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It's already 8pm and i felt like walking so i did, i'm now on the dark streets but the lamppost were giving me light so it was okay. I look down while walking because i was kicking a stone i got my phone out and started texting Y/N.

Lauren: Hey whatchadoin?

You: Just outside... walking. You?

Lauren: Me too... i just felt like walking

Suddenly i bumped into someone making us both fall to our butt i rub my head, and i heard laughing i look up and saw Y/N laughing i smile "Hey, i didn't you were here" i said pulling her up "Me neither" she said shrugging. "Well we don't need to text anymore" i said she laughed and hugged me "Why are you alone?" i asked "I was just thinking....why are you alone?" i tuck her hair behind her ear "Just wanted to walk" she smiled and we began talking about random things. As our laughter died down we both stared into each others eyes she smiled at me softly and i cup her cheek "you're so beautiful" i said she blushed and shyly look down. I lift her head up and without my control....i felt my body did it, i wasn't controlling my body my heart was doing it i could feel it, my lips touched her and we both gasped but i continued to kiss her. This...feels so different, i felt butterflies on my tummy, i could see little hearts flying around us, i'm feeling.....different. Shit....this can't be, i push her against the wall gently and kissed her passionately, i wanted to stop but i can't. It's like i'm trapped, i can't move away!

My arms are wrapped around her waist now and my heart is pumping fast, she cupped my cheeks and kissed me deeply and its harder to pull away now. After minutes i pulled away I opened my eyes and look at her she opened her eyes and blushed "you...you kissed me" she said softly i then began freaking out. "Lauren are you okay?" she asked moving closer to me but i back away i shake my head "I shouldn't have done that" i said shaking my head "What have i done?!" i then began pacing back and forth. "Lauren it's just a kiss" she said i shake my head "No, no it's not just a kiss Y/N!" i snapped she jumped, "i'm confused" she said quietly i bit my lip and i feel like i'm about to cry. "I'm sorry, but i'm going home" i said she called me a few times but i just kept on running. This can't be happening.

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A/N: Well somebody stole your first kiss, I wonder who it was. 😉😂 Anyway! Here's an update for you all lovely people! 😘😘 Lauren finally kissed you! 👭🙈💋