Wishing I Could Save Myself from a Life I Despise: My Shadowed Life Series

Chapter 34: Whisper Goodbye

Sorry for such a long wait!! Please forgive me!!

and don't hate me after this chap :(

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Recap chap 33:

My eyes snapped open and I was petrified at the sight before me. Not only was I in the grasp of my rapist father, but standing before me was my abusive asshole ex-boyfriend. I cried out desperately to Max in my mind, but I knew he would never hear me. I felt his hands snaking up my body and as hard as I tried to force screams from my throat, they never became audible. A second later, a flash of brilliant blue illumination hit me, followed by an agonizing pain, perhaps worse than any pain I had ever felt before.

 It didn’t take long after that for my eyes to close, and for my body to succumb to darkness.

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Chapter 34: Whisper Goodbye

Harsh mumbles hit my ears and caused my eyes to flutter open restlessly. It took a few moments to blink my eyes clear of the fuzziness that covered them, as well as my mind. I surveyed my surrounding and found that my head ached, my face stung and I was bound to a chair in a dark and dirty room that resembled a warehouse.

What the hell happened? How did I get here and where was Gabe? I couldn't remember much of the previous hours or how I ended up here. All I could remember was the ultrasound, finding out about the twins, and walking to the parking garage with Gabe. I don't know what happened after that, but it scared me and sent a familiar ominous feeling surging throughout my body.

It felt like my mind was struggling to recover memories that had been wiped clean? Could this have been magic, or was it something else entirely. I had no idea which, but something in my head told me that it was both that confused and saddened me. I wanted Max, I needed him now more than ever.

For once in my life I wanted to be saved but sadly, in my heart I knew there was no saving me this time.

I saw a figure approaching through the darkness, first one and then another. They were familiar to me as soon as they got close enough for me to see them more clearly. It was him, and Ches. Suddenly my stomach twisted in eternal misery, and I knew it was time for me to die. I knew they would never let me go, they would sooner kill me them to let me leave.

I drew in ragged breath after breath, trying to calm myself and think of ways to free myself. I knew it was a lost cause because I was alone and defenseless. I wanted nothing more than to wrap my arms around myself and protect my babies, but there was nothing I could do when my hands were bound, and my hope was lost.

"So I see you've been fucking that guy. He got you pregnant. You're such a fucking whore Trini! How could you do that? You're mine and you know it." Chester words were angry and it seemed like he was barely restraining himself from hurting me.

"I don't belong to you, you bastard! I belong to Max and I will fuck him whenever I want!" I defied him as anger welled in me. I regretted those words once they left my mouth, but because of Ches' reaction to them. If I was going to die, then I wanted it over with quickly.

My heart beat quickened as he stared me down furiously.  His eyes said he was going to kill me and just after his hand met my face, my father broke his silence and spoke words that irked my stomach and made me wish for a quicker death.

"You killed my child, but you will keep his? You are nothing but a dirty whore and it's time for you to suffer before you die, just like Tristan did." He announced menacingly.