The Fix

Chapter 1

I loved the way he felt inside of me, Jason was consistent. He met my thrusts with a thrust, he slapped my ass pulled my hair,choked me, everything I asked he fulfilled my desire. He was in a relationship so I knew I couldn't get attached so I never kissed him, I didn't stay after sex,we never hung out, it was strictly sex. My mom didn't work quite the average females I didn't really get attached to anyone I have a lot of psychological issues, manic depression, anxiety, nymphomaniac, I'm bipolar. Numerous things but, when I have sex everything fades. Sex is my drug of choice, sex is my addiction and I tried very hard to keep it under wraps but times like this.... When I was riding Jason's face nothing mattered. I was concentrating on maintaining my rhythm, his tongue felt amazing it was warm, I tingled. I didn't want him to stop but I knew that his girlfriend would be home soon and he hadn't came yet so I got down off of his face and rode him until he busted. I rolled over and grabbed my shirt, he reached out "wait Elise.... Stay with me"
I looked at him with a confused look cause I knew his girlfriend would be home so why did he want to stay? "Jason You Know That I Can't Stay." I hurried & put my clothes on I feel my anxiety setting in I rush out the door to my car I fondle through my pocket for my keys. "Calm Down Elise Damn Just Relax You're Shaking Like You Need A Fix. I finally find my keys I get in my car then pull off as I'm pulling off Jason's girlfriend pulls up perfect timing, I drive home & try to relax sometimes I hate having all these issues but I have to live with it medicine sometimes helps but it's not & never will be my true fix.