I feel like a failure no matter what I do. I feel stupid and like I cant do anything right. I doubt the belief im supposed to have in God. I never let on that my fathers death affected me as much as it did. I try to act tough but I know people see through it easily. Ive never been happy with myself and tried to change but failed. I compare myself to others too often and try to be someone that im not. I am often angry but not at others, however I take it out on them. I am constantly afraid of everything. Im afraid to let people close to me because I will hurt them. I am haunted by my past constantly. Ive danced with depression and fought with suicide. I have no idea who I am.
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Depths of my mind
RandomCompilation of things ive written. PLease don't steal and if you want to use it just ask :) Please give it a read. There are darker themes within this, so please be aware of that.
