Song i wrote on 7/3/16

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Is this really me or am I pretending to be someone I've never been. Why do I go round and round trying to figure out who to be? I can't exist how I am but I can't change myself. Im between the lines and I can't break free. Why do they do this to me? Why can't they let me be free?

Marred by a date I can't escape, forever written to my name. Can't erase what happened,can't forget that place. Forever locked in the label of a name that bares the mark of something far worse.

I'm slowly breaking down further into the dark I lean. No gleaming light shines for me at the end. Trying to escape but I'm tired of fighting it all. I just want to sleep and be free. Pounding like thunder in my head and heart. Something wrong but can't figure out what. Old feelings rise again into a future of clouded choices.

Marred by a date I can't escape, forever written to my name. Can't erase what happened,can't forget that place. Forever locked in the label of a name that bares the mark of something far worse.

Am I to be here for the rest of my days? If so how long can I keep standing strong? Will I fall to the depths as I saw once before? Who will save me when I can no longer fight? Am I alone in this rising dark?

Marred by a date I can't escape, forever written to my name. Can't erase what happened,can't forget that place. Forever locked in the label of a name that bares the mark of something far worse.

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