I am weak.

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I am weak. Ive lost everything inside of me and Im terrified. Yet again I find myself in a place where Im begging a higher power to take me in my sleep, or let my house come down on top of me.Im trying to be there for everyone else and I cant keep myself alive half the time. And ive gotten good at hiding it, which is dangerous. I cant keep living like this. Im watching my life slowly slip away, or at least the last remnants of the life I knew that was good. It feels like Im slowly being torn apart from the inside out. Numbness feels like pain, happiness feels like sorrow. Again there are so many things I want to say, to scream, but I dont know how to say them.

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