Chapter 50

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Hitting a bunch of branches and spiderwebs, I was running through the forest. I almost tripped over a stump, but I didn't let that bother me. I just wanted to get out.

My life was already worse than it already is. My dad died, all the hate before still swirled in my mind, and I.. Cut.

Never once in my life I ever thought of doing something like this, but I was tired of everything. The back of mind kept taunting and taunting me, voices wouldn't leave my head. Every step I made towards the bathroom, made me regret everything. It felt like the devil was controlling me and that I was trapped inside my own body, yelling at me to stop.

I don't know what overcame next. I just snapped back to reality and just continued to cry. No one knew since, until now.

I stopped and panted heavily. Tears slipped down my cheeks. My legs were shaking from fear and I shivered from the cold. I dropped down and just sat on my butt, staring at the wilderness in front of me.

I brought my legs to my chest and wrapped my arms around my knees. I'm in the middle of nowhere, probably gross and sweaty from running, and crying into my knees. The sounds of birds filled in my ears. I heard them flutter away and squawk.

I raised my head up and suddenly, I felt someone watch me. I quickly got up and started walking. I only felt them getting closer and closer. I stopped and looked in the right and left direction. Nothing was there though.

"Hello?" I screamed.

Nothing.

I was about to walk until I heard a branch snap behind me. I turned around quickly to see a tall man, dressed in all black, hidden behind a tree. His face was hidden beneath a hood.

"Who are you?" I screamed at the person.

He only got closer to me.

"Go away!" I cried, backing away.

Then he ran. That was my time to run the fuck away from this weird ass man.

I ran. I ran so fast that my legs started to feel numb. I ran until I couldn't see the guy in the black hoodie anymore. I went behind a tree and sighed, hoping that he wasn't behind me. I checked and laughed.

"Sucker" I laughed.

I turned around to go back from where I was coming from and I saw the guy in the black hoodie, two inches away from my face. I screamed and he covered my mouth with his hand.

I tried to get out, but he pinned me down. I screamed and screamed, but it just sounded like muffles.

"Shh.." He whispered to me, a voice that sounded vaguely familiar, but I couldn't remember who.

He revealed his hood and I widened my eyes.

Harry Styles?

"Do. Not. Scream" he whispered to me.

He put his hand away and I clamped my hand over my mouth. Breathing heavily and fangirling a lot, I smiled.

In front of me is Harry fucking Styles. Why is here? Is he looking for me? Why would he even be looking for me? Harry ran his fingers through his dark brown curls and awkwardly smiled at me.

I looked at his clothes and I could tell that he just woke up, except that his hair was neat and he brushed his teeth when he whispered to me. Long grey sweats, a black hoodie, and converse shoes, he still looked pretty damn fine.

Flora, you have a boyfriend, shut up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Looking for you" he replied.

Um.. What?

"What?" I asked him.

"Luke, you're boyfriend, and the rest couldn't find you so they asked me since I know you and I happen to be in Australia" he responded.

"Um.. How do you know me?" I asked him.

"Luke used to talk about you all the time when we were on tour with them" he groaned.

I blushed.

"So, um.. Now I have found you, let's go back, shall we?" He took out of his hand and gestured it to me.

I backed away and shook my head. I looked at the ground, not wanting to look at his confused face.

"Why not?" He asked me, furrowing his eyebrows.

"I-I can't" I stuttered. "I can't face them. They're probably disappointed"

"No, why would they be?" He asked.

I just met Harry. I know, this is Harry Styles, but I'm not going to tell him that all of this happened because that I.. cut.

"Reasons" I told him firmly. "I can't go back"

"Well, you will be starving and you will probably die in the wilderness if you don't come back" he crossed his arms.

"Seems like a fine plan" I rolled my eyes and started walking to the other direction.

"I'm not leaving you here" he grabbed my shoulder, roughly.

I love Harry Styles, but he was being a huge dick to me right now. I glared at him.

"Just leave me. They don't want to see.. This" I pointed to myself. "Just go. Good luck finding your way back"

I was being stubborn, I admit, but I just don't want them to see my cuts. I don't want to see their disappointed faces and I don't want them to take pity on me. I defiantly do not want to see a therapist too.

I started walking again until I felt arms wrapped around my waist and I was soon hoisted up on someone's shoulder.

"Harry!! Get me down!!" I punched his back, but it seemed to not have an effect on him.

"Nope" he said, popping the 'p'.

"This is annoying. Just get me down" I pouted.

"Nah"

"Ugh" I grunted.

He started walking back to the other direction and I sighed. We didn't say anything. It was just the birds chirping and the sound of his feet crunching against the branches that were on the floor.

"Why can't you just leave me?" I asked him.

"Cause' Luke said so and he loves you a lot" he replied.

I didn't say anything and I just laid or whatever, on his shoulder. I looked at the forest in front of me and soon disappeared until I no longer can see it anymore.

hELLO!! Sorry, I couldn't update since Halloween? Idk. But I have like a math quiz tomorrow and I am suppose to be studying lol. I am scared cause' it's hard and akiabsjsksk.

Q: Do you like school?

A: I used to. Like my old school. Now I just hate it so much. I miss my old school. :( Especially Angelina.

I hope you like this chapter. :)

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