Pharaoh's Eye

Pharaoh's Eye ♋ XI

Caira

I'm pretty sure I'm not the only girl who has ever felt this way, I can't explain it . I'm also so horny when I have my period, it's the most fucking annoying thing in the world . Wanting the urge to fuck so bad but you can't because it's a bloody shower down there, judge me if you will but shit I never wanted dick as much as I do when I'm on my period . I want to get it in so badly for some reason, all I think about is sex sex sex when this bitch comes to visit for 5 days . I need Jesus, I know . The struggle though is real, I can't help myself .

This timely monthly gave me extra time to think about Jermaine and I cause to tell you the truth I haven't once thought about it since I left his house . I don't want to consider anything, I will think about the possibility but that's it nothing more . I thought about how the only thing would change between us is the intimacy, I finally get to feel what it's like to be with someone on a different level . Then I thought about if I was really comfortable enough making Jermaine my first, sex changes you whether you realize it or not . After I have sex with him I could regret it, I want to be happy with my choice not wish we could just go back to being friends .

Julius graduation was coming up, I could tell he was excited to hopefully have his father come through for him . He was trying to be cool but he was showing, I could tell he trusted in my words about his dad . I hope he does come through for Ju, I want to see his father and him get on the same page .

"You doing anything tonight ?" he asked popping in my room with a smile

"No, eating my fat ass away ."

"Get that fat ass up and come to my black graduation ."

"How that different from the real one ?"

"This is strictly for African American, you'll get to see me step one last time ."

"You going to put on a show for me ?" I smiled

"I'll definitely put it down for you, you going to be calling my name right ?"

"Loud and clear, you better not mess up cause I'm going to clown you ."

"Mess up ? Never that, I gotta do good so I can make you look good ."

"Me ?"

"Yes, you are representing too . I can't have you in the stands looking bad cause your mans messed up ."

"My man ?" I smiled

"You didn't know by now I'm your man of the night ."

"I guess I should consider myself lucky then ."

Julius got dressed for the special occasion, I followed right behind him . I never been to something like this, I don't graduate for a couple years .

"I'll be sitting in section B so look high ." I said

Julius walked away in his gown, they started the ceremony off with the graduating fraternity and sorority . Ladies were first, made me kind of want to join in on a paternity . Julius and Omega Psi Phi went last, they were doing the most in a good way though . Had me laughing and screaming out Julius name the entire time, I made sure he seen me rooting for him . When it came time to start handing out things, they gave the graduating members an African disheki type thing to place over their shoulders . He smiled big, shook the guy's hand, and took his seat . Before I knew it, it was time to go .

"You looked good out there !" I smiled

"Thank you ." he said giving off that warm smile