Divergent: If War Hadn't Happened: BOOK ONE

Chapter 8

  Before I start this, I just wanna say why I didnt upload last week. My internet actually wasn't working for 3 whole days, so I couldnt upload. I had to no WIFI what-so-ever. So when I got it back I had to finish writing the chapter and post it. Hope you all like this one. you find out alot. thanks! :) ____________________________________________________________________________ 

I begin to walk to the train tracks where Tobias told me to meet him at. Once I see him, I walk faster and when we meet each other in the middle we link hands.

It's weird feeling this way. I mean, with Tobias. I feel like I can be anyone when I'm around him, and I just fit right in. That even though I'm a small girl from Abnegation, he still chose me. We both came from Abnegation and now were here, in Dauntless. Together.

The thought makes me smile, then I ask,  "So, what did you need to tell me?"

"Not yet." Is all he says.

 I just nod, and we walk on.

When we get to the trains, we wait for them to arrive and Tobias says, "Should be here any minute."

Then, I see the train heading towards us, and we start to jog, waiting to hop on. When it gets beside, I jump then Tobias jumps right after. I almost hit a perfect landing, just abit shaky.

The last time Tobias told me to join him at the train tracks was when he showed me the Erudite compound lights on. The day I really believed i've fallen for him.

We sit down side by side and I say "So, where are we going?" He shrugs and says "I don't really have a destination, just wanted to talk." I nod, and then he leans into kiss me. I don't bother rejecting him. I feel different when we kiss. My inner true self, comes out when i'm around him, and it makes me feel alive. His mouth moves against mine. I pull back, smile and look to the ground.

And, its this that makes me feel guilty. I should have been honest with him. I should have told him I didn't want to be a Dauntless Trainer. He knew I was better than that, and I got him to believe me. I frown but, try not to make it that noticeable.

But, it doesn't seem to work because then he asks, "What's wrong?" 

I hake my head and say, "Nothing."

He stares at me wide-eyed. "Tris."

And it's that deep voice when he says my name, that I know he doesn't believe me. I hold my head high, and say, "I'm fine. Okay?"

"Okay." Is all he says.

He has an unsure face, whether or not to believe me but, I know he doesn't. I want him to believe me but, I make it way to hard for him to believe me when all I do is tell him lies. We sit on the floor, and I feel the ground rumbling underneath us. We don't speak. Just pure silence and I don't know why. Maybe there is nothing to say. But, I ignore that thought and say something.

 "So. Um. I clear my throat. "Who do you think" I pause "shot Will?"

It's hard to say his name without tearing up or remembering him the way he was. I wish I was never there to see him die. Lying flat on the floor dead.

Stop. I tell myself.

 I hold the tears back trying not to cry. But, I'm dying to cry. I want to cry about it. Because, he's gone.

And he's not coming back.

Tobias opens his mouth to speak but, recloses it to think. I stare at him, waiting for his reply. Then I let my eyes fall to the floor.

"I think" he says "I think it was something to do with Jeanine. I mean, who else would be looking for the Divergent?"

I nod slowly. Who else would be looking for The Divergent? I mean of course it would be Jeanine but, not just Jeanine. She would have to have her 'little helpers.' I think back to who wasn't there and it was... Eric. Eric wasn't there. But, why would Eric shoot someone in his own faction? Because.... because.

The thought comes to mind.

Because, he's and erudite spy disguised as Dauntless. It all makes sense. He's been spying on the Dauntless for Divergent. On me for the Divergent.

I start to panic when I realise they know about me. They know I'm Divergent and they're probably out to get me. They know I would go to the Erudite. They would know I would sacrifice my own life. Because, in my fear landscape, I sacrificed my life for my family. And, the only person who would know that is Eric.

"Tobias we have to go." I say as calmly as I can but, it doesn't work out.

"What, why?" he says.

"Just come. I'll explain later." I say.

I jump off of the train onto the roof and into the net as Tobias follows behind me. ________________________________________________________________________________   Hope you liked this chapter. Sorry again about it not coming out on time. :/ ALSO, I GOT 2000 READS ON MY BOOK, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. SHARE TO ALL YOUR DIVERGENT FANS TO READ & LOVE! Thanks!

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