Forgive and forget l.h ≪book 2≫

Chapter 3

Luke's POV

"You'll get to leave tonight, Mr. Hemmings. Be careful the next few days, and a week off from concerts." My doctor said, and j was kinda pissed that I couldn't go play for my fans who paid for tickets already.

"How'd it go?" Violet asked as she walked in."Leaving today, and no concerts for a week." I sighed, and started to grab my things."Well, we can have a few days to ourselves to catch up." She says, and I smile.

I quickly change, and walk out of the hospital after checking out and all that stuff. We all piled into the car, and we headed towards the hotel.

"I hate hotels." Violet comments as we walk into the room."I don't hate them, but I don't love them either. At least we get waffles downstairs." I say, and she laughs."It's all about the waffles." "All about the waffles." And we laugh.

"I'm bored." She said, and jumped on our bed."Then let's catch up like you said." I sat next to her, and she flipped upside-down on the edge."What were you doing while I was home?" She asked.

"Well, I thought about you a lot, and the concerts sucked because of me being to distracted by my thoughts. I almost fell off the stage one day." I say, and chuckle a bit."Would you have tumbled for a while?" She asked with a smirk, and I flipped upside-down too. "But I have to go left off the stage first." I laugh.

"We are so weird." She says, and then falls on her head. Her shoulders holding her body up, and her body in a weird shape."That was fun." She said. "As fun as me tickling you?" I asked, an she asked a quick "What?" before I started tickling her.

"I...H-HATE...BEING TICKLED." She screamed, and then Michael runs in with a look on his face."I NEED TO TICKLE YOU TOO!" He screamed, and Violet was laughing uncontrollably. The other guys run in and jump onto her too.
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Violets POV

"Luke?" I slightly knocked on the door, but no response came from the other side."Luke? Are you okay?" I ask, and then open the door. He was laying motionless on the floor, and he had blood coming from his wrists.

"Oh my god." I say while crying, and I quickly call 9-1-1."It's your fault." Is all I heard before the line went dead, and I felt like I was drowning afterwards.

I couldn't breathe, and all I could see was glass, and the guys were on the other side. They didn't do anything, they just stood there. I tried screaming, but it wouldn't make as difference.

All your fault.

I shot up, and a cry escaped my lips before Luke cradled me in his arms. "Shhh. It was just a dream." He said, and I started sobbing."It's alright. You're okay." He said, and I calmed myself down.

"There's no way I'm going back to sleep." I say while rubbing my eyes. "Let's go for a late night drive." Luke said, and even in the dark I knew he had a smirk on his face. Before I could answer, and grabbed my wrist and we headed for the car.

"My girlfriends bîtching cause I always sleep in. She's always screaming when she's calling her friend. She's kinda hot though." I sang with the radio. Luke drove slowly along a bridge when I saw someone with their feet dangling of the edge of the railing.

"LUKE STOP!" I scream, and he stops. "Why'd you stop me?" He asked, and I pointed to the figure. He starts unbuckling his seat belt, but I tell him to stay there.

I walk slowly to the railing, and I try not to scare the figure that looked like a girl."Hey." I say quietly, and her head spun around."Go away!" She screamed, and started crying.

"Do you want to jump?" I asked. She again turned around, and gave me a confused look."I do." She said, and I then put my arms on the railing next to her. She slides a bit father away from me, but I stay where I am.

"Why?" I ask."I got nothing to live for." She said, and another tear fell."I used to think that, and sometimes I still do." I say, and look at the busy highway below us."You do?" She asked.
I looked at her, and her eyes were red.

"Yeah, but I hold on. I hold on as tight as I can like I'm not going to see the light of tomorrow." I say, and it was true."How?" She quickly said. She looks at me for an answer."I have something that keeps me going. Something that I want to see another day." I say with a smile.

I look back at Luke, and he's staring at us. I look back at her, and another few tears fall."Do you have someone?" I asked, and she nods slightly."My brother." She says, and I smile.

"What do you think about when he makes you smile?" I asked."I think about how he always has my back with everything." She says, and a little smirk tugs on her lips.

"Now, can you tell me why you want to jump? Tell me why you don't want to see tomorrow." "I came out today to my family. I thought they'd understand, but they didn't. They told me that I shouldn't come home. They told me that they loved my brother more." She cried."Was your brother there?" I asked.

She looked at me, then back down to the street below."Yeah. He told me that he supported me. He said that even though my family doesn't like me for my sexuality, that he'd be the supporting family. He told me that I deserve people that actually love who I am, and he said that he will always be there." She smiled, and she looked at me.

"Did you ever try anything like this? Like, suicide?" She asked."Yeah, but I try not to think about it. Instead, I leave battle scars." I say, and look back at Luke.

"Do you have someone?" She asked. "Yeah, and he loves me even though I leave scars behind. He takes care of me, and he doesn't judge me. He's the one who keeps me up, and I always feel like I'm on cloud nine when he tells me I'm beautiful. He's my world." I say.

I rub her back, and he climbs off. "Thank you." She says, and I hug her. "I got nothing better to do then saving a life. And if you ever feel like you're not beautiful, you are. Don't let anyone tell you anything different then what you think. Now, I want you to see as many tomorrow's as the next person." I say, and I walk back to my car."Thank you!" She screamed again before I got in.

"You saved a life, V." Luke said.

"I know."

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Happy thanksgiving people!

I hope you had a good day with your fam, and I love you <3

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