Forgive and forget l.h ≪book 2≫

Chapter 13

Violets POV

I spent probably the whole day telling Luke what was bothering me, and I swear that he felt more bad than I did. Boyfriend goals people. Get it right.

The next morning was filled with many 'sorry's coming out of his mouth, and I've never felt like choking him more than I ever have.

I plop on the couch, and I realize that it's their last show tomorrow. Which also means, I have to go on another plane. Yayyyy....

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"Michael. Shut the fûck up before I punch you." 

He wouldn't stop saying,"This our last airplane of the tour. This is the last...blah blah blah." It's getting on my goddamn nerves.

"That's the last time you're going to say that to me because you're going back to San Diego."

Yeah, I was. I had to get a job because living of of Luke and the guys is selfish. I can make my own money. I just don't have a college degree. Maybe I'll work at McDonalds.

I didn't exactly tell Luke when I was leaving, but it was an hour after their show is supposed to finish. I didn't want to tell Luke that we'd only have an hour left to hang out before I had to go. He doesn't really know that I am leaving. I'm a bîtch.

Luke comes running back with Calum with pizza in their hands.

"You left me for pizza?" I ask, and he smiles.

"Yeah. It's the love of my life. You're just the side chick."

I flip him off, and Calum lets me take a bite of his pizza. Friendship always gets you what you want.

I sit in ten uncomfortable chair while sharing McDonalds with Michael.

I lean over to him, and whisper, "I'm eating my future jobs food. How ironic."

He laughs, and shoves 7 fries into his mouth.

"Sometimes I wonder why you don't have a girlfriend."

"My ass is too much to handle."

"You gotta a better butt that Nicki."

"You got that right."

Luke is staring at me with a smile on his face. I don't know what the dork is doing, but it's funny. He's biting on his lip ring a bit, and his eyes are narrowed towards me.

I hear them call us, and I start sprinting towards the airplane like the child I am, but Luke had to use his long legs to beat me there.

I choose the window seat, and Luke sits beside me where he immediately goes to sleep. What a lazy ass. He's my lazy ass though.

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I ride on Luke's roley-bag thingy that he brought in the plane to baggage claim. I never realized how fats long legs get you places.

We finally get there, and I make Michael grab my suitcase cause he's so innocent that he would do that.

We have a driver come pick us up, and we go to the hotel where there is only 2 rooms for us. Luckily no one wants to share a room with a couple. Hate you too guys.

"Wanna go to a party?" Luke asked suddenly.

I turn my head towards him, and he's staring at my phone.

"Um, well, I don't know. Will you be drunk driving again?"

"No, I'm letting you drink while I won't. You need to loosen up. You're looking after childish adults, for gods sake."

"I guess. I could use a drink."

I didn't realize that he meant that moment until he stood up.

"You coming or?"

I stand up, and we head outside with the others to the car.

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I wake up, and I'm laying in bed. I stretch, and look to my left where I see colorful hair.

Wait.

I look down, and I have nothing on.

No

Shît

What have I done?

I start freaking out, and I get dressed quickly.

Michael than wakes up while I'm brushing out my hair. I guess you could say he knee immediately.

"Holy sh..."

"I know."

"Oh my god. FÛCK."

He ran his fingers through his hair, and I turned away when he got out the bed.

"I can't believe it. No. Oh my god, no."

I grub my head, and I start pacing. I start biting my nails, and all these things are running through my head. Like voices.

You cheated

Slut

What the hell did you do?

You ruined yourself

Luke will never forgive you

This is going to break him

"Luke." I say, and turns towards Michael who's throwing on a shirt.

"What the hell happened last night?!" He asked frustrated.

"I don't know! I'm screwed. Luke's going to flip out, and I'm going to be the one who's going to be the cheater. I'm so screwed."

"By m-"

"Not the time, Michael." I threaten, and his little smirk fades away.

I don't know what I'm gonna do.

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Helloooooo

FROM THE OTHER SIDEEEE

It's gotten worse

And you probably hate me so much for this

I love you...?

*starts sprinting down the street*

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU

Bye bushes❤️