Flicker (daddy kink)

Flicker

Blue pov:

"A-a-and h-he was j-just pl-playing fucking s-solitaire!!!" I sob out letting my tears soak Micah's shirt.
If I said I wasn't hysterical that would be a lie.
To be honest i think I'm a little over whelmed.
I mean I was kicked out of my house my own parents didn't want me now Harry the only other person I thought wanted me didn't.

I act like I'm all tough and hard but I still have fucking feelings and never letting your feelings out can lead to crying sometimes.
I just wished I was wanted.
"Oh uh blue it's okay you don't need him" Micah says brushing my hair out of my tear soaked face.
His words make me sob harder because I did need him.
I feel bad for doing this to Micah I came to his apartment fully expecting to have sex but right when I walked in and saw him I busted out in tears.

As I sobbed Micah whispered sweet things to me until I calmed down.
After my sobs died I sat up and whipped my face with my hands.
"I'm sorry Micah" I whisper putting my hands in my lap.

He smiled at me sadly "it's fine blue everyone needs to let out their emotions sometimes"

I nod "yeah but I didn't have to come to you."

He shrugged "all done and over with now so..." He paused and leaned over the edge of his bed and came back up holding his bong " how bout we smoke a bowl and go get some food?"

I smile and laugh grabbing his bong from him "you really know how to cheer a girl up"

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Harry's pov:

"God damn it!" I yell in frustration as I throw my stuff off my desk.

I sat in my chair and put my head in my hands. I'm such a asshole.
I was so mean to blue. I just couldn't look at her knowing what I've done.
I think back to the first day I cheated on her.

*flashback*

blue had dragged me to a high school party of hers not that I was complaining though because seeing her smile was worth the long night ahead.
We were standing at a table with food on it when I saw my secretary from work in the crowded room. How weird.

"I have to use the bathroom blue I'll be back" I say and kiss her head before making my way to the bathroom.
But before I even got there my secretary Vanessa stopped me.

"Mr.styles how funny seeing you here" she giggled out in a unprofessional Manor making me cringe.

"Yeah I'm here with my girlfriend" I say pointing to blue.
Her face falls " oh well um" she turns around and grabs something "have a drink" she smiles politely and I grab the drink thanking her.

I take a sip and then find myself drinking all of it in one go.
Damn it was good.
Suddenly everything was good though.
My vision became very mixed and blurred together.
I look in front of me to see who I thought was blue.

"Bluee lets go home!" I slur slightly and she nods.

And that's all I remember before I woke up naked in bed next to a naked Vanessa.

"Morning mr.styles" she smirks at me happily and I push her away from me.

"Did we have sex" I ask hoping the answer was no.

But she nodded making me groan and put my head in my hands.
"And we're going to continue to have sex" she said making my head shot up.

"No we're not" I teller making her laugh.
"Yes we are our ill tell blue all about our wonderful night"

I groan "no I'll just fire you"
She grins "oh so you want blue to hear about this and you want to be charged with sexual harassment within the work place fine I'll make sure you'll never work in any office again"she gets up and makes her way out of my bedroom grabbing her cloths but I stop her.

"Fine" I say.
She turns back with a grin "that's what I thought" she says and comes back to kiss my cheek then she starts to leave again.
"See you at work me.styles"

*flashback over*

I never wanted this. That bitch slipped something into my drink that night now I'm stuck without a way out.
I can't even touch blue with out thinking about what I've done to her.
How I've cheated on her.

Perhaps I'll just end it.
I don't want to hurt blue anymore than I have. So I come to the decision to tell blue everything that's happened and if we break up then we break up.
It's for the best.