Flicker (daddy kink)

Flicker

Blues pov:

I was high as fuck walking down the street with Micah when my phone rang.
At first I didn't realize it was my phone until it vibrated too making me giggle and grab it out of my pocket.

I don't bother looking at the id and I answer it "hello" I say slowly making sure I said the words right.

"Blue where are you?" It's Harry.
I scowl at nothing "wouldn't you like to fucking know"
I feel myself sobering up at his voice. Great now that bitch killed my high.
"Blue we need to talk I'm sorry"
I frown at how he sounded so distressed.
"You didn't want to talk earlier"

"I know blue I'm sorry just come home I'll explain" he say and I sigh.

"I'll be home soon" I say and end the call turning to Micah who was already looking at me curiously.
"I'm uh going home" I say and start walking back towards the apartments.

"Oh okay" I hear from behind me but I keep walking not bothering to explain he knows that to.

It took me a while but I finally made my way to our apartment.
Not bothering to knock I walk in and immediately see Harry sitting on the couch twiddling his thumbs.
Damn why is he so cute?

The door closes behind me and Harry's head shoots up then his body and he walks towards me.
"Your home" he say like I wasn't going to come back.
"I'm home"

He pulls me into a bone crushing hug and I hug him back. I feel like we both haven't been our selves lately. Maybe this tiny fight was for the best.
I snuggle my head into his chest while hugging him making it last.

"We need to talk"he says pulling away from our hug that I wanted to last forever making me frown.
"I know a-and I need to tell you something." I say knowing he needs to know what happened with Micah.
"I need to tell you something too"

We sat on the couch "I think I should go first" we say at the same time making me blush.
"I think mine will be worse than what you need to tell me" he says sadly and I shake my head no.
"It can't be worse trust me" I tell him sadly.
"How bout on three we both say at the same time?" I ask and he thinks about it then nods.
"First" he says than leans in and captures my lips with his quickly. It was over before I even knew it happened.

"Three"
He's going to hate me.
"Two"
Im such a slut.
"One"
I hate myself for this.
"I cheated on you" we say in unison making a shock appear on both of our faces.
"What?" We both question at the same time.
"You first" he says and I bite my lip nodding.

"The night You left me at the party I got super drunk and slept with Micah" I rush out and squeeze my eyes shut when I see hurt spread across his face.

I open my eyes "I'm sorry"

"Your turn" I say quietly.

He takes in a breath looking at me "the same night my secretary was there and I think she drugged me then brought me back here where i woke up naked in bed with her remembering nothing, then she blackmailed me into continuing to have sex with her"

I flinch and I start getting angry not at him but at her, I have no right to be angry at Harry I did the same thing but worse I did it voluntarily. But that bitch fucking drugging him oh hell no. The bitch will get a piece of me.

"How many times did you guys have sex?" I ask quietly holding my breath.

His face looked hurt as mine probably did too "four times five if you count the time I don't remember and what about you and that kid? How many times?"

I cringe at the question "twice"

"Oh" he says looking down.
"Yeah.."

Fuck I hate myself right now.

We eye each other taking this all in and everything quiet until I break it with my laughter.
"Wow didn't realize how real the irony was until now." I say and smile to myself like a crazy person.
"Yeah" Harry say staring at me.

My smile falls from my face "I'm sorry Harry I regret fucking everything and I understand that we'll probably break up and I'm so sorry"

He shakes his head and looks at me "I'm sorry too blue I could have easily fired her or something to fix it but I didn't"

"It's okay Harry I forgive you its not your fault"I say with a sad smile.

"I forgive you too blue" Harry says back with his own sad smile.

I bite my lip again "maybe we should take a break?"

He looks at me and nods "I think that would be for the best"

-.-.-.-.-.-
Harry and I talked it out and I asked Ashly who was previously out of town and now back if I could stay with her and she agreed, so I was moving out of Harry's.

I was finishing packing my bag the next day when Harry came into the bedroom dressed in a tight black v-neck and dark blue jeans looking perfect as always.
I just zipped up my bag and turned to see him holding the cotton candy candle in his hand.
"Don't forget this I know how much you Love it" he say and hands it to me.

"Thank you" I say taking it from him and opening my suitcase again to lightly place in in the close it.

"I think I have everything" I say quietly and he frowns slightly walking up to me.
"Are you sure? I think your missing something"

I shake my head slightly "what?"

"This" he said then grabbed my face in his hands while connecting our lips.
We deepened the kiss as he pushed me back on the bed ready to give me one of his last goodbyes.

-.-.-.-
Well shit that happened.
And is this the end for blue and Harry? Honestly I don't know.
I'm thinking of ending it here.

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