What's Wrong

Gone

i thought you were gone

something slipped

and your voice faded away

i was almost used to it

and then i heard

your voice, so cold and emotionless

those lies you spelled out for me

words that bring me down

drowning me, choking me

you were a deadly shade of blue

and my vision turned black

for you were a beautiful trick

burning brighter than the sun

sweet depression, that's you

i waited for you to leave

but you kept your promise

and came back for me

you tell me you love me

but you try to kill me

but this for your own good

you speak in whispers

your pain will be gone

every night as i go to bed

these are the words i hear

and you sit at the end of my bed

and smile, knowing you've won

yet again, sweet depression

i lock myself away

with only you as my company

i used to mind it

but now you're the only one who stays

you're a drug, so addicting

but i know you're not good for me

beauty fades after a while

and you wither away in all your glory

trying desperately to get me to love you

alas, i am gone