Where Love Meets.

Chapter 40

Jordan's POV

I cried, and cried and cried till I felt that there were no more tears left in my body, everything was quiet any head was pounding with my sore throat and aching back, I closed my eyes and drifted into a silent deep sleep only to get and two hours later with the scene of that day still playing in my head, I felt numb, vulnerable like I could just close my eyes and die so I decided to get a bath maybe it will soothe my body but boy was I wrong, when I got inside I sat there naked in the bath balling my eyes out again, feeling worse than before I felt weaker and restless. I sat there in the same position for about half an hour until I heard the door unlock revealing a very concerned Kyle

"Oh Jay" he said lifting me up from the bath and taking me to the bedroom, I now did not care whether I'm seen naked or not. When we got there he went to the closet and produced his white shirt that was very long that it ended a little above my knees. He then carried me to bed where he snuggled with me until I fell asleep

The next morning when I woke up, I felt the a heavy arm on my belly so I looked up to see Kyle peacefully asleep, I waited for a while hoping he will get up because I did not want to wake me up but ended up falling asleep again. The time I got up I felt the once occupied space that Kyle slept on now empty and cold so I got up took out my dress until I heard the shower running so I sneaked out and went downstairs to take a bath on the other bathroom and went out silently

As I was taking a long walk to nowhere just circling this town and I was so exhausted and hungry I saw a sign on the door on my left side written "good hope Counseling Institute " and decided to just go in just to see what's going on there

"Hi Welcome, would you like to take a seat" A petite lady said coming towards me a offering me a seat in this group of people who have formed a circle

"I'm Jenna would you like to introduce yourself" She said smiling and everyone started took straight at me

"I'm Jordan, I was just passing so I thought I should get in just" I said dismissing everyone

"Surely you have problems you want to share, but no worries you will when you are free" she said smiling then focusing on someone else, the first person stood up and introduced themselves and started talking about his relationship with his son and it was quite interesting that I sat there for hours listening to people's problem, the sun was setting, that's when I decided to take my leave

"Oh My God Jordan, where have you been, we've been trying to call you but nothing" was what I heard from a crying Keera who was hugging me tightly, I looked around to find them all there looking worried but the one that pained me the most was what I saw in Kyle's face, his eyes were bloodshot and had tear marks on his face

"I was out" That's all I said before I headed upstairs

"I prepared your meal honey" Sarah said trying to stop me from walking

"I'm not hungry" that's all I said before I went back to bed. The next day I did the same thing but this time I ate first and took some little money to buy myself a snack

"Welcome back Ms Jordan, nice seeing you again" Jenna said as I walked in and took a seat

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A month has passed by with me still going to the counseling sessions and I have made friends. I have not told Kyle or anyone else where I always go but I have become more friendlier and make small conversations with Sarah and text Keera now and then but you can see that it pains Kyle when I walk out that door everyday so today is the day I thought I should end this all so I have invited Keera and Mark, Kyle, Sarah, and Evie to the counseling sessions

"Good day all. I know most of you guys now know me , and it's a month since I have been coming here so I think I should come clean to the ones I love" I said looking at them all, the counseling team smiled and cheering me on while my family was puzzled and confused of what is going on

"My Name is Jordan Sue Carter. 9 years ago was my prom dance and I was going with Kyle Matthew as my date" I said pointing to Kyle

"while we were dancing, then some of my class member decided to make a joke out of me and attacked me with spoilt eggs, I looked around to find all the people in the prom dance laughing at me while Kyle and Evie were still shocked, I ran out of the hall and ran to nowhere until I was lost, I looked around trying to find my way back not knowing where I was in this open dark field until I heard a male voice startling me and a male figure coming towards me 'Are you lost baby girl', Mr. John, the janitors son said coming closer to me , I whispered my yes softly he came really close that I began to become really uncomfortable, I tried walking away from him but he pulled me by my hair pushing me to the ground and quickly getting on top of me. I screamed loudly but no one heard me since we were in a field, he slapped me twice and placing his hand on my mouth, I bit his hand and he punched me screaming 'you b**** to me' I saw black spot but regained my consciousness ,as I tried screaming again he placed his hand on my neck and started chocking me with one hand and with the other hand he ripped off my dress and taking off my underwear, his grip on my neck became loose when he spread my legs apart and began thrushing himself inside of me, I screamed in pain then he placed his hand tighter on my neck while thrushing forcefully inside me , I couldn't breathe and was gaining consciousness that's when he flipped me and forced himself me from behind, I couldn't scream anymore that's when I only whimpered in pain , he stopped when he heard a rustling noise in the field and ran leaving me there, I sat there praying that the person who was making that noise would see me and get me only to find the owner of the rustling was just a stray dog" I confessed with tears freely flowing replaying that day because it was still so fresh in my mind, I looked at everyone to find Keera, Sarah, Evie shedding tears just like me and teardrop spilling from Kyle's eyes whilst he was looking down, when he looked up his face was covered with pain and he was trying so miserably to hide his tears from me

" After that incident I left town, leaving everyone with a question mark for nine years , so I'm here right now with the help of this support counseling group and Jenna to tell you that when I left I didn't think properly, I didn't think of the impact it would have on my sister and best friend so I apologize and to this man I have falling so deeply in love with and tried blaming everything on ,not really thinking about how he is feeling so I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me" I said that's when Keera and the others came running and gave me tight hugs and crying more on me and I must say, after I told them I felt a weight lift off my shoulders.