Love Conquers All (Completed)

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Kensi's POV

I got my pregfnamcy test results three days ago and today I went to the doctor to confirm. I'm five weeks along and I still haven't told anyone including deeks. When I got home he was sitting on our bed holding a pregnancy test in his hand

Deeks: fern so this test is negative, you thought you were pregnant and didn't tell me?

Negative? Oh well that was from a while ago (I lied, the negative test wasn't mine) deeks I'm pregnant, the doctor just confirmed that I'm five weeks along and baby deeks is doing fine. I have my firs ultrasound in two weeks

Deeks: that's such good news, I didn't think it would happen so fast, I'm happy baby

Me too, so you got me pregnant probably on the first few tries and now you lknow why I never try to never forget my birth control. Let's not tell anyone for a while ok? This is between you an I

Deeks: whatever you want honey, I'm supposed to head out with  callen but I can go another day

Go on and have fun, I want to have girl time with my princess and Mason's excited to hang out with you all. Have a good day

I gave him a kid then he left out with mason. I took the pregnancy test and went into Maya's room, she laid crying on her bed and I placed the test beside her

Maya: I made a mistake mom, I'm so sorry

I held her as she cried and then I said "tell me what happened"

Maya: last month jordan and I were both finishing a group project in the library and he needed to go home so we decided to finish up there, he said that he loved me and he wanted us to be togerher. He kissed me and things started moving so fast, he made me feel like he wanted us to be together forever and I let this happen. My period was two weeks late so I bought the test. I got it three days ago so I'm not pregnant and I still don't have a boyfriend. I wish I could change it and not male the mistake of sleeping with him, you must think I'm a slut now

Honey I don't think that at all, your a kid who made an adult decisions and you will learn from this mistake. I won't tell your dad about this and I don't want you dating anyone. That's a new rule because your dealing with this situation where this boy is making you do things you don't do

Maya: I loved him so much and he hurt me so bad. He said we would be together forever and that he'd only love me but after it happened he still didn't come back to me. He wants to be back and forth from her to me and I'm over it. I don't hate him, but I don't love him either. I'm the one that ended our relationship and I never should have let him back into my life

Its ok, you do crazy things for love. There will be other boys

Maya: I have another boy and he's sweet, but I can't date so forget it. When I was doing the laundry I saw three positive tests in your bag. Are you pregnant again?

I am but I don't want anyone to know that. You keep my secret and I'll keep yours. Bond of silence

Maya: ok, I'm happy your getting another chance at a third kid mom and I know this is ridiculous but could you lay with me? I need you right now

Its not ridiculous, if you need me I'm all yours. I'm so sorry jordan hurt you

Maya: its my fault, I'm the one who trusted him with everything and it's not at all his fault because I ended what we had. His heart was in it but not his whole heart. Sasha was right, he's all mixed up

Your still hurt and I wish I could take the pain away, maya I don't want you to ever feel like because I'm your mom you can't talk to me because that's not the case. You can tell me anything

Maya: I feel like I won't be able to trust anyone else with my heart band thatnsucks because I can't be happy if I don't trust anyone. You told me once about an ex who really hurt you so how disd you end up trusting dad so much?

He earned it. The first mistake is always that you freely give away your trust and with your dad it was hard, but I love him and I'd do anything for him. He earned my trust by always being there when I needed him, believing in me and loving me just the way I vam and I trust him with everything. One day your going to find your perfect guy. You have to kiss a few frogs to meet your prince right?

Maya: yeah. I love you mom, your the best

I love you too baby girl. No more crying, let's go do something fun. How about we go have a spa day or something?

Maya: I have a better idea, let's have grandma over. Both of my grandma's

Their visiting when my mom gets back in a few weeks. Let's go have a mother daughter moment sweetie. Its been a while and I need a moment with you

Maya: we can get massages which will be fun, ok mom let's do this

We both got dressed then went to a spa where we spent the day being pampered, when we got our deep tissue massages we had a nice talk. I was happy to be out with my girl. I missed doing fun things with her. We went home around three thirty and she helped me make lunch for the boys and us then we sat together at the table

Maya: mason how was your father son bonding experience?

Mason: that's not what it was. Dad and I already have an unbreakable bond, he's my favorite person ever aside from you mom. We went to drive go carts then we got to ride a horse and after that we went put for ice cream. I had fun

That's good, you always seem to have fun with your dad. Mason maybe tomorrow we could hang out together? I don't mind getting dirty, we can go paint balling

Mason: that sounds so cool, let's do that

You know your a pretty easy to manage kid, your always up for anything I'm into

Mason: that's because your pretty awesome, we get to do the coolest things. Your fun and I really missed being with you, I never want you to leave me ever

Baby I won't leave you. Your my little man and you'll always have your mommy. Come give me a kiss

Mason: that's not cool anymore, I'm a big kid now

I got up and started giving Mason and Maya kisses then said "your never to old to kiss your mom"

Maya: ypou mind him, he'd probably die if you stopped neoing so affectionate. The kid loves you no matter what and all his little friends have the biggest crush on you so when you kiss him goodbye at school he loves it

Mason: I need goodbye kisses. Those are necessary

They'll never stop because your my little guy and she's my litte girl even though maya thinks she's all grown up now

Maya: I know now that I'm not, I'll always need you mom and daddy. We're lucky in the parent department

Good to know, we're pretty lucky in the kid department too