You woke up to the sound of Jensen walking down the stairs with JJ on his side, talking to her quietly so he wouldn't wake you up but he didn't realize he stomps whenever he walks. He looked over at what he thought would've been your sleeping body but took to surprise when he noticed you were sitting up and rubbing your tired eyes.
"Oh, I didn't wake you up did I?" "You stomp whenever you walk did you know that?" He snorted and turned his back "Nah, of course I don't! You just hear stuff louder than what they actually are." "Ok, whatever helps you sleep at night is fine with me."
You looked over and noticed a trash can and glass of water next to you along with Advil. "Oh um, I put those there in case you needed it during the night." You smiled at his words and gave him a hug. "You're so good to me"
You sat JJ down in her highchair while you sat next to her, waiting for pancakes that Jensen was going to make. "Did you sleep well, sweetie?" She nodded tiredly, still not fully woken up yet. "She woke up around 4, went back to sleep at 5 as did I." Jensen said while grabbing the mix out of the cabinet.
"Christmas is comin' soon, what do you want?" He asked while JJ played with your fingers. "You don't have to get me anything Jense." He shook his head and laughed sarcastically loud. "You're funny, everything you do for us? I want! To get you something, besides we get each other things every year." "You're so stubborn, you know that?" He nodded with a smirk, making you smile.
"Fine, I'll start. I want an AC/DC cd, I lost mine a few years ago." "Ok, you already know most of the stuff I like so, what does miss JJ want?" You asked her, giving her a smile while she smiled back. "Toys!" "Got it, I'll tell Santa." You winked while she clapped, Jensen smiling with his back turned to you so you couldn't see. Thinking of how wonderful you are with his daughter.
The phone ringing made everyone jump. Jensen ran and grabbed it, not thinking of looking who it is. "Hey Danneel." The name made your heart sink and ache. "Hi Jensen, I would like to get JJ today if that is ok?" "Yes that works, we're having pancakes right now but you can get her after." They both said their goodbyes and that was it, leaving him quiet.
"You okay?" He nodded slowly, flipping the pancake on the stove. You stood up and leaned against the counter, looking at him with worry and sadness as he tried to keep his eye contact away. "No you're not. What'd she say?" "She's taking JJ for a week. I never been away from her for that long ever." He whispered, still not looking at you. "I'm sure it'll be ok, Jense. I'll keep you company if you want." He smiled and nodded, making you smile too and get excited. A whole week with him, a whole week.
"Pancakes are done, my dear." He said to his daughter, giving her the small cut up pancakes on her plate and helping her eat them while he ate his own. "Just like your daddy promised, isn't he a good man?" You leaned forward with a smile, giving Jensen a wink while he blushed to himself. You moaned at the taste, giving Jensen shivers down his spine along with tingles through his whole body. God how bad he wanted you to be his, all his.
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You frowned when you heard the knock on the door. Jensen brought down JJ from her room. She was wearing her pink Mickey Mouse shirt, pink pants, black shoes along with a black bow with white polka dots, melting your heart with cuteness. "So beautiful!" You said happily, kissing her cheek while Jensen smiled along with her. "Didn't I buy her that shirt?" You asked him. "Yeah, it's her favorite." You awed and kissed her cheek again, saying goodbye.
Jensen opened the door to find Danneel standing, waiting. She reached out her arms when she saw her daughter, hugging her tightly while JJ did back. "Mommy missed you so much! Has she been good?" "Always." She smiled, hugging her again. You got up and passed Jensen her diaper bag, giving Danneel a small hello.
"Hi y/n, it's so good to see you again! Thank you for helping Jensen take care of JJ." "Of course, she's a sweet kid and he's a busy man." You both chuckled. "Whelp, I better head off we're going to the park. It was nice seeing you both again." "You too, Danneel." You and Jensen waved goodbye and closed the door slowly, all to yourselves for the first time in a long, long time.
"So, what now?" Jensen shrugged. "Come on, we're going to have a good time." You and him walked up to his room, turning on his radio that had a Elvis cd in it, listening to it and talking. Your favorite song of his came on, making you excited and full of energy.
You jumped off the bed and started spinning to the music while Jensen laid back and watched, smiling at you. "Come on Jense, dancing alone is boring!" He shook his head and stood up, spinning too. He took your hand and spun you around, falling into his chest making him stiff.
After that another song came on, this song was a slower one making things awkward but you didn't care, you were having fun as was he.
"Wise men say, only fools rush in...but I...cant...help...falling in love, with you."
You looked at Jensen while he looked at you back, wondering what to do. Should you keep dancing? Should you skip it? Before you could say anything Jensen walked up to you and took your hand in his, not like how he did on the last song. He held it softly and held it up to his chest, pulling you in as close as he could. You looked up at him with shock as he looked down at you with a different expression, like he was calm, but on the inside he was extremely nervous.
"Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? If I can't help, falling in love with you"
"Like a river flows, surely to the sea, darling so it goes, some things are meant to be"
You looked up again and notice Jensen was still looking at you, making you feel nervous. "Jensen?" He didn't answer. He leaned down slowly and kissed you lightly, making you froze but once you realized what was happening you kissed back harder, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him in as much as you could. You were pressed against his chest and stomach as he wrapped his arm around your waist tightly, laying his other hand on your cheek caressing it softly.
After a few minutes of kissing you both had to catch some air, sadly. You both felt warm and excited inside, like you were in a dream. Jensen wiped the bottom of his lip with his thumb and smiled. "Better than I would've ever thought." "Are you not going to tell me what that was about? Not that I minded, of course. But you're leaving me hanging Ackles and I'm not sure how to feel." He sat down and patted the spot next to him on the bed, letting you sit down.
"I'm in love with you, I have been for a long, very long time. Even when I was married to Dan I still felt guilty because I was in love with someone else other than her, you. You're my star, y/n. You make this crazy life fun. You take care of me and my daughter, and you make her happy that's all I could ever ask and you do such an amazing job at it. You're an amazing actor, an amazing director, amazing babysitter, and most of all amazing friend and I'm sure you make an amazing girlfriend as well. Not to mention you're the most beautiful and sexiest girl I ever met, I thought it was a dream when I first met you let along kissing you. I love you y/n, and I can't hold it in anymore I need to know you love me too."
You didn't notice you had tears running down your cheeks till it hit your chest but they weren't sad tears, they were happy tears. You ran up to him and kissed him again, so hard and so much you knew your lips were going to be sore tomorrow along with his. You kissed him like it was the end of time, like it was the last time you were ever going to see him again.
"If you didn't get the memo, I love you too. I always have."
"You have no idea how good it feels to hear you say that."
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It was 1 AM now. You and your now boyfriend were cuddling in bed, talking about anything and everything. Jensen was laughing at American Dad while you were just lying there, taking in every feature of his. The way his eyes crinkled on the sides whenever he laughed. The way he would bite his lip after he was done laughing, and how he would pull you in a little closer every few minutes. He would rub his thumb on your shoulder, and kiss your head a lot.
"Jensen, how come you didn't tell me earlier?" You asked, catching his attention.
"Um, just didn't know how to I guess." You looked at him with confusion, making him sigh.
"I'm scared to get attached, okay? Terrified. After my divorce I never talked to any new girls, never flirted to try to move on, anything. Jared suggested setting up some blind dates but I always said no. He's actually the one who helped me get the confidence to tell you, last night." You looked at him with shock. "Did he tell you I like you?" "He said he had a hint that you did." You shook your head and laughed. "I'm gonna get him back for that, that darn moose."
"I'm so terrified of losing you, y/n. I know you said you'd never leave me and JJ but I'm still scared I guess because Dan made the same promise and look where we are. Not saying that you're going to leave, I trust you! I just can't stand the thought of losing you, wither it be as a friend or as a girlfriend, I love you."
You took his hand and looked him in the eyes while he looked back. "Jensen, I would never do a thing to hurt you or J. I love you both very much and I promise no matter what we will stick together." He kissed you softly.
"I can't get enough of that, this feels like a dream."
"Well wake up baby because it isn't"
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The next morning Jensen decided to call Jared, letting him in on the big news. "That's great, man! I told ya it'd go well!" "Yeah, I'm glad I took your advice, I'm very happy." Jensen said through the phone, looking over at you and smiling to himself at the view. You were laying on the couch in his flannel shirt with no pants on, just his shirt and panties life couldn't get any better.
You looked over and gave him a smile. "Are you staring at me, babe?" *gif up top* He smiled and looked away, rubbing his face in embarrassment. "I love you!" You yelled. "I love you too!" "Aww, I love you three dude." Jared joked.
"Maybe we can have a double date! You and y/n, me and Gen!" "Sounds good to me, JJ's with Danneel all week so other than work I'm free." "Great! I'll let you know when we're free too." They left with goodbyes, leaving you and him alone with each other.
"God you look so gorgeous in my shirt." Jensen blushed, kissing you after.
You guys spent most of the day watching scary movies together, cuddling up to him whenever you got scared and he'd wrap his strong arms around you letting you know you're safe. You both were happily in love, for the first time in forever, and damn it felt good to spend it together.
"I was right, you are an amazing girlfriend, and we just started dating so I can't even imagine how amazing it's going to keep going."
