You pulled into Jensen's driveway and parked in your normal spot, taking a deep breath and looking in the mirror, fixing your hair and makeup before getting out of the car. "Act casual, y/n. It's just a crush, It's just a crush, it's just a crush." You whispered to yourself, but you knew it was more.
You got out of the car and walked up to the door, knocking on it loudly. Not even 10 seconds and the door comes flying open along with a smiling Jensen with his smiling baby girl in his arms. "y/n! it's so great to see you!" He brought you in for a side hug, hugging JJ after.
You walked into the living room and noticed all the toys on the floor, smiling and shaking your head when you noticed the tiny impala toy on the floor. "Seriously, Jensen? That is so Dean of you." He picked up the toy car and looked at it, passing it over to JJ who was now in your arms. "Dean's a good role model, sometimes." "Daddy's – car!" JJ said happily, holding the car up in the air and looking at the toy with amazement.
"She knows" You and Jensen both laughed, sighing and smiling at each other after. God he was beautiful with his green apple eyes, curling lip whenever he smiled. His laugh made your heart warm, and his voice gave you shivers.
"I'm going to go look through the script for episode 9, if ya need anything just yell. Thank you so much for watching her." He kissed your cheek without thinking, heart sinking after while yours stopped but he didn't say anything and just walked away with a frown, wishing he could've kissed your lips instead.
You placed your fingertips over the spot he kissed, smiling to yourself. The sound of JJ fusing got you out of your thoughts. "toys!" "yes, yes we can go play with your toys." You chuckled while she yelled "yayy!" and waddled over to the spot in the middle of the living room filled with stuffed animals. God she was adorable, just like her father.
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It was 4 in the afternoon now. You were sitting in JJ's room, helping her put on her princess dress she wanted to wear and show daddy. "You look beautiful!" You yelled happily while she smiled and stood In front of her little mirror. "Let's go show daddy, yeah?"
You picked her up and carried her to Jensen's work office. You knocked slightly, hopping he wasn't to busy. "It's open!" His jaw dropped when he saw his daughter. "look at my princess!" He picked her up and kissed her cheek, making her giggle. "She loves Cinderella, I bought the dress for her last Christmas and she still wears it." You nodded with a smile. "How's work?" "Same old, same old. I miss ya being on the show, you made it a lot cooler." You blushed, hopping he didn't notice. "Jared called earlier, said he's coming over around 8 if ya want to stick around and hangout with us" "Sure! Sound's great!" 'Awesome! I'll let Jared know." Jensen fist bumped the air and screamed yes quietly to himself once you left, excited for tonight especially now that you'd be there.
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It was 7:30 and it was time for JJ to go to sleep. You carried her up the stairs while Jensen followed from behind, staring up and down your body while you weren't looking, feeling all the nervousness and sadness hit in his stomach.
"Don't...want...sleep!" she fussed, pouting her arms. "Think about this, when you wake up I'll make you pancakes just like how you like them." Jensen said. "With y/n?" "With y/n." She smiled while Jensen gave her a small high five.
"Goodnight sweetheart, I love you." "I love you too, daddy." She heled onto his finger, making your and Jensen's hearts warm up from cuteness. "Forever?" 'Forver" She said funny, not being able to say that word properly yet. "Night, mommy!" She yelled from the crib. You and Jensen froze, not knowing what to say. "Sweetie, I'm y/n not mommy." You frowned, brushing her hair out of her eyes.
"But – mommy?" "Mommy will be here in two days honey." He said, holding up two fingers and looking at you with worry. "Okay, night y/n." "Night J"
Jensen closed the door behind you, while you tried not to look him in the eyes. "I'm sorry about that, she's just confused is all. I hope you'll still visit us but if it's to awkward no I'll understand." You looked up at him with confusion and sadness in your eyes, while he looked just as sad too. "Of course I'll still be here Jensen, I'll always be here for you both always have been right? Just like you've always been here for me." He nodded and smirked. "Thank you for everything you do for us y/n, honestly." "My pleasure, now let's go hangout I feel like I haven't seen you all day"
"A beer?" he yelled from the kitchen. "Yes!" He passed you the bottle while taking a sip of his own. "We still got like 20 – 30 minutes, what do ya wanna do?" "We can just sit and talk, doesn't matter to me." He sat down on the couch and patted the spot closest to him. You plopped down and laughed, laying your head against his chest while he had his arm laying against yours.
"Did you really mean what you said earlier, how you missed me being on the show?" 'Of course! It was so great having you there. Not to mention I got to see you a lot more." He stopped, realizing how flirty that sounded. A wave of panic hit him, wondering if he apologize. "Aw is Mr. Ackles getting all sappy on me?" "Pshh, Mr. Ackles is never sappy." You both chuckled and sipped on your beers, smiling and looking into each other's eyes a little longer than normal.
"How are your eyes so green and pretty?!" You said, tracking Jensen out of his thoughts. "Um, magic." "If you really had magic what would you do?" The first thought that came to his head was make you two be together forever, but he couldn't say it. "Tons of pizza forever." "Oh, me too! Great minds think alike" "Haha, yeah.." He sighed, looking away.
"You okay, Jense?"
"Huh? Yeah, of course. Just – thinking."
"About?"
"Work, I guess."
"Why don't I believe you?" You frowned, placing your hand on top of his.
"Just don't want ya to leave." You looked at him with confusion. "Why would I?" "I don't know, things happen sometimes that you can't control and it's just scary." "I know, it's life but Jensen you know I love you and J very much. You guys are my family, along with Jared and Misha. I'll never leave you boys or J okay? Family sticks together through thick and thin." He gave you a tight hug while you hugged back, sighing against his neck as he did the same. "I'm so glad you're here." "I'm glad I'm here too."
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"Hey!" Jared said happily, giving you and Jensen a tight hug. "Hey Jar, still as tall as can be." You both chuckled. "Of course, and you're still short!" He picked you up, making you laugh while Jensen stood in the corner and smirked, trying to hide his jealousy. He knew Jared loved Gen very much and would never do a thing to hurt her, but he always got a sick feeling in his stomach when he saw you with another guy wishing he could protect you and love you as his own.
"Did you read the script for episode 9? Crazy right?!" Jared said while grabbing a beer from the fridge. "Yeah, can't believe Lucifer's back." "Mark's back on set?! What the hell why didn't you tell me I would've came and said hi!" You yelled from the table. "You can come Wednesday since Dan will have JJ" "Woo!!" You yelled throwing your arms in the air with joy while the boys laughed.
You all three sat in the living room and watched The Walking Dead together, talking about everything and anything. You and Jensen were back in your position that you were in before and Jared was in the recliner. "How's Gen doing. Jared?" "She's pretty good. The boys are well too." "Do they still have pizza parties?" "All the time" Jared chuckled, smiling at the thought of his sons.
Jared noticed how Jensen barley took his eyes off you the whole night. Other than when Jared talked, his eyes were always on you with a soft smile. He knew his best friend was crazy in love, but he didn't understand why he wouldn't open up and tell her. So many amazing things could happen, he should take the chance.
Eventually you fell asleep in Jensen's lap while he played with your hair softly, leaving Jared and him to their selves. Jensen got up to get a beer when Jared came and followed him behind after, wanting to talk in private.
"Do ya need a beer too?" "No thanks, I wanted to talk to you about stuff." Jensen sat down in the chair and chugged his 4th beer of the night while Jared sat across from him.
"Why don't you tell her?"
"What?"
"You heard me, you're obviously head over heals for her, why not tell her?"
"You're funny man." Jensen laughed, starting to stand up till Jared pushed him back down. "You're torturing yourself, dude!" He gave him an angry look then chugged more of his beer, hopping he'd be drunk and forget all about this soon.
"You love her and you know it, why not tell her?! I noticed you staring at her all night, Jensen. You look at her the way I look at Gen, with love and care. Amazing things could come out of this man, take the chance."
Jensen tossed his empty bottle on the floor and looked away from Jared, wiping the stray tear falling from his cheek angrily. "That's what I thought about Dan. I thought nothing could ever go wrong, now look at us. The only reason we still talk is cause of JJ. I thought we loved each other, but I guess not. I'm just so scared to get attached, for my daughter to get attached and have her ripped out of our lives."
"JJ called y/n mom today, did I forget to mention that?" Jared's eyes went wide. "What'd y/n say? What did you say?" "She just told her how she's y/n, not mommy. I told her she'll see her mommy in two days and left with goodnight. Me and y/n talked when we left and I apologized, saying how if she didn't want to come over anymore I'd understand." "And she's still here." Jensen nodded.
Jared gave him a tight hug and rubbed his back as he cried into his shoulder. "I know you had strong feelings for Danneel. I know you both loved each other at some point and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, but amazing things could happen Jensen. It's better to take the chance than not have it at all, and to be honest? I know she loves you too man."
Jensen shook his head and wiped his face with his big hands. "Okay, okay yeah you're right. I'm going to try to tell her tomorrow when JJ takes her nap. I'm going to tell her, I'm actually going to tell her."
