To be honest,
I haven't been doing okay.A few weeks ago I was having suicidal thoughts and feelings again.
I've had no motivation for months.
I've gained weight.
Every day is a struggle to make it out of bed.
I fall asleep in school. I find myself paying attention less and less.
I procrastinate. Horribly.
I cry myself to sleep at least three nights a week. At least.
I get lonely easily.
I shove my face with food. I can't help it.
I break my eardrums blaring music.
I almost cry in school. New assignments make me literally want to break out in tears.
I cover it up with a smile.
YOU ARE READING
The Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid: 2
RandomIt's here for me to rant and you to learn again. A continuation of my previous journal, which just had too many chapters.