1) G E N D E R. E X P R E S S I O N.
2) having traditional gender roles forced on you
3) being told to 'stop ______ because it's not ladylike'
4) dysphoria, dysphoria, dysphoria... did I mention dysphoria?
5) wanting to make a joke about you being asexual and then realizing what a horrible mistake you almost just made
6) when parents are homophobic and you have to force yourself to sit silently
7) not accepting family
8) being scared to come out
9) being out to your friends but not to your parents
10) going to school
11) not being out at school and getting misgendered
12) when people make a big deal about getting your pronouns incorrect
13) trying to be subtle about being gay af
14) siblings
15) feeling crap
16) trying to make your parents as not suspicious as possible
17) at least half of who you follow on tumblr posts lgbtq+ stuff and you have a mini heart attack every single time people come in and you're on tumblr
18) 'gays are gross, trans people have serious mental issues' and then I sit there like o_o
19) did I mention that getting misgendered sucks?
20) feeling like a piece of shit for disappointing your family
that's all for now because my brain is fucked
peace
Grey (b o y)
YOU ARE READING
The Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid: 2
RandomIt's here for me to rant and you to learn again. A continuation of my previous journal, which just had too many chapters.