For my feels and love for dance.
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I was happy and contented on my own. But I've also wanted to be owned.
And then he came, the second time around. For once, I hated him and he hated me too. Until that one morning I woke up, he was my everything. Though, I never planned and wanted to be beyond what I was to him. Because I promised that I would never feel this way, the same way I've fallen and was hurt. But it was 12:48 AM, we were laughing so hard talking about deep thoughts and holy shit, I blew it. I'm screwed.
And now maybe I need him. The way the earth needs the sun to see another day.
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Plain. A word you'd probably use to describe her. Ordinary, simple, and boyish. She's the type of girl who'll never catch your attention the first time you see her and wouldn't want to give a second glance. And guess what, I don't care. 'Cause she's someone I never knew that the one thing I've been looking for was just in the sidelines hating me all along.
I didn't want to fall in love. But at some point she shot dagger looks at me as I looked in her blue eyes, and fuck I drowned in those and blue became my favorite color.
She's my cure, my drug. And every time I get a dose of her presence, it stitches my flaws and imperfections that saves me. But she said I am her disease and that I am killing her.
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I was inspired by Lila_Espinosa's story about Ken San Jose which is Fame. Loved it! Check it out.
I love dancing and I'm a fan of Kenneth San Jose, Gabe De Guzman, Sean Lew, Bailey Sok, Tati Macquay, Aidan Xiong, and Matt Steffanina. I'm also a fan of Andree "AC" Bonifacio of Lucky Aces. Last week, I thought of making a fanfic about Ken. I'm a BaiKen shipper tho but I chose AC ending up with Ken because they're both 13, also, they're both Asian and Filipino, I guess? And yeah, that's pretty much it.
And hey, Ken and AC will be 17 in this story of mine, okay? So that they can do more. Thanks. Hope you enjoy this one as much as I do. :)
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Reckless • kenneth san jose
FanfictionHe cared, she didn't. He cried, she laughed. He was hurt, she smiled. He moved on.... she realized. [THIS WAS MY FIRST SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT, AND YEAH THIS IS KINDA CRAPPY AND CRINGEY FOR ME]