Reckless • kenneth san jose

26: Fall (oMG GUYS)

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Jodi

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"Uhm, sorry I should've done that." Kenneth moved away and laughed nervously.

"It's okay. No need to be sorry." I said reassuringly.

Then later on, we heard a loud music from who knows where. And when I say loud, I meant really, really loud. 'Cause we're hearing it up until here. Soon, Fall by Justin Bieber starts playing and I shrieked.

"Hey! It's my favorite back when we're in Germany during the Urban Dance Camp!" I stood up.

Kenneth chuckled. "It's my favorite too, you know." He stood up and crossed his arms at me, smiling.

I pulled him and smiled. "Dance with me?" I asked.

He just smiled at me and I swear, his smile was one of the most memorable tonight. Gladly, we still remember the steps when Ian made the choreograph and taught it for us.

(A/N: Play in multimedia!!! OMG YES CHACHI!!!! Imagine that's Ken and Jods, btw. ALSO!!! 0:42-0:45 IM DYING)

We danced our hearts pretty much. Then after that, Kenneth pulled me close to him. His face a few centimeters away from mine. I can't help but drown in the most amazing eyes I have landed on. Flashbacks of me hating him, realizing everything and seeing how broken everything now hurts. I backed away from him.

"Take me to the time when things are all good. 'Cause it's all broken now. I'm all broken now." I cried and let my tears roll down my face continuously. 

"I won't tell you. But baby I'll show it to you and I'll let you feel it." He told me and kissed me. His lips tasted like alcohol. He closed the space between us and he kissed me. I didn't know how I was answering to his kisses. I didn't even realize that he carried me and laid me flatly at the back seat of his car without breaking the kiss.

His kisses we're not the same as this. These, I feel, has strongly so much meaning, emotions, romance and such. He lie me down as I climb my fingers to his name up to his hair to tug it for I want him even more. We kissed for no-one-knows-how-long until he positioned myself on top of me as his lips moved down to my neck and shoulders.

"You have the most perfect eyes, lips and curves. I love everything I see and feel about you." He said as he was kissing my neck.

I felt his warm hands tuck inside my shirt as his hands made small circles on my tummy. I also tucked my hands in his waist, trying to pull out his white v-neck shirt. He removed it for me and he pressed his lips more to mine which made me moan, loudly.

"Shit. This is not a dream." I mentally told myself as I moaned for he bit a part of my neck and sucked it.

He's half-naked in front of me, and so do I. He removed my pants and upper intimate garment. Now, he can see what's in store for him.

"So beautiful my love..." Those words. Oh how I always wanted to hear it from him. He caressed my cheeks.

He continued to do his work as he gave me the look as I nonchalantly just looked at him, too. He pulled m underwear. Now, he sees the whole me. And I am lying in front of Kenneth Paul San Jose, the man I loved the most, naked.

"Be my girl, Jods."

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"Are you fucking kidding me, Kenneth Paul?"

I opened my eyes and saw him looking at me. I saw how sincere he was. It felt like he was letting me see his soul and again, I'm drowning in his gaze. But I closed my eyes. I want to take everything slowly and think about it first.

"Be my girl, Joanna Diane. Tell me you'll be my girl, forever and always." He tried muttering. As he catch his breath. "It's now or never, my love. I promise to be with you against all odds. We'll start over as we both fight for this relationship. I don't care about others now, we can do what the hell we want because I knew we're for each other perfectly.. Even it's us against all, I'll fight for you, I'll fight for our love. No matter what. Answer me, Joanna!"

Pressuring me while pleasuring me? I'm not informed.

He's right. It's now or never.

"BE MY GIRL, JOANNA DIANE!"

"YES, I'LL BE YOUR GIRL! ALWAYS DID, ALWAYS WILL, KENNETH PAUL!" He did give me his best as what I did to him too, I gave him my all. "Likewise, my love. Even it's us against all, I'll fight for you, I'll fight for our love. No matter what." I did manage to say it, clearly.

When was the last time I felt his touch? Why did everything seemed to happen just yesterday? Why did things feel like nothing's wrong? How could he make me feel whole again with just one touch? With just a hug? With just a kiss?

I have no idea how things went this far. The last time I checked, he hates me. He does not deserve me. I feel like giving up. But I find it ironic how sensations betray my senses, my feelings, and my emotions. I am supposed to loathe him. I closed my eyes as desire and sensations make me feel lost. And I tell you, my heart just skipped a beat and jumped in joy.

I wouldn't have thought that we'll be ending up at the back seat of his car after every revelations, controversy, and hardships. I say, this one of the most memorable moment in my life. Wherein he's my first and I loved him so much.

We got laid and now we're resting.

"I've never been so happy in my life. I promise you, we'll be together, ever after. No matter what." With what he told me, that's it. "Stop crying, my love." He giggled as he wiped off my tears.

"Thank you, and I'll also be with you, too. No matter what." I hugged him as I kissed him on his lips. "Thank you, so much, Ken." 

"Anything for you. Here." He inserted a ring on my finger.

"What's this? Kenneth, I do not plan on getting married yet." I exclaimed.

"Calm down." He chuckled. "It's just a promise ring." He kissed my hand.

"It's beautiful. Thank you!" He kissed my forehead.

"As your you're welcome to me......" He got on top of me again.

"What?" I asked, laughing.

He groaned. "You know what it is, babe." He told me. I checked my watch and it's 12:07 AM.

"The day ended already." I joked.

"Forget about that, you're mine now."

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NOOOOoOoOoOOOOOooooooO

And yeah. They did the nasty right there. In the mother freaking car!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA wait oh my gosh I can't stop laughing I can't believe I did that. For all of you, crazy mofos.

CAN I JUST SAY THAT THATS SO NOT KENNETH PAUL SAN JOSE!!!!!! GOODNESS GRACIOUS, FORGIVE ME. AND FOR 13 Y/Os AND BELOW, SHOO FOR A WHILE ILY DONT WORRY BUT UGH I JUST SINNED. THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING BUT NAH, ITS FOR THE SAKE OF THE STORY 

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