Reckless • kenneth san jose

11: In Her Mind

Read footnote! I have something to share. Lmao.

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Jodi

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"Thank you, Mrs. Lew. You're really nice." Bailey thanked Sean's mom.

"Oh, that's nothing Bailey. Anything for Sean's best friends." She smiled. 

Kenneth arrived later on as we we're just having our breakfast. 

"Hey Kenneth. Breakfast?" Sean's mom asked him.

"Oh, I'm full." He said and sat with us. Mrs. Lew just smiled and walked into their kitchen.

"How's your date with Valentina?" Woah, did I just blurted that out? And yeah, I saw that on Twitter.

Sean, Gabe, Tati, and Bailey looked at me grinning with suspicious eyes.

"Oh, you mean my FRIENDLY breakfast date?" Kenneth must have sensed my tone and he raised his brow and smirked.

"Ugh." I just rolled my eyes at him. I finished my food. "Bailey, I'll go home now. Mom and dad must be expecting me to be home by now." I said.

"Okay. See you later, babe." She told me.

I used my penny board to go home.

When I arrived I showered and changed into comfortable clothes 'cause I feel outta shape for I ate a lot last night.

Okay, I exaggerate too much.

Today was a free day from dance. Matt and Dana decided to have an off so that they can spend a day for themselves alone.

I'm at our backyard right now and I'm shooting some hoops. I wanted to get my mind off from moving in some songs and wanted different. At the 3-point line, I positioned myself for an attempt.

"LAWLEY FOR THREE!!!!!" 

I turned around to see who it is and it was a very familiar face.

"Lucas?" I asked.

"The one and only." He walked up to me and I hugged him.

"How are you?" He asked me.

"I'm good." I said. "You've got more handsome." I complimented.

"I know." He winked.

"Bitch, that doesn't work on me anymore." I laughed and continued shooting hoops.

Lucas is a very good friend of mine. In Canada, he was always there for me especially in those times when I tried forgetting about Kenneth, and when I got my disease in its farther stage. I was honest when I told him he got more handsome. But fuck him, I'm not attracted to him anymore.

Technically, we didn't date. But he was an ex-something. An ex-maybe, an ex-almost. The thing between us in the past was unexpectedly started but expected to end. 

It started when I told him I wanted to get my mind off of Kenneth. But heck, no one could ever, ever replace him. Damn that guy's just too much for me.