Reckless • kenneth san jose

28: Without You

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Jodi

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"Why did I even accept this offer in the first place?"

The cold breeze of midnight air traveled its way and explored my body making me shiver. I wanted to get some air and contemplate my life for a while after another performance which was very fun. Atlanta was great and the fans were awesome. I smiled at the thought of my arm, all of their Twitter names written on both of my arms with different colors of Sharpie. Everything was fine but at one second, I was confused too though, Urban Dance Camp on DigiTour? The management must be crazy. Shaun must be crazy. What can I do? He's Shaun Evaristo. I have no goddamn right to argue and contradict his choices and decisions. Yeah, that's it. That's why. He's holding my career, my job, as a dancer in his hands. It's the half of my life in risk. What can I do? I just wish Kenneth, and everyone, Tati, Bailey, Gabe, and Sean, was here with me in a once in a lifetime experience.

I have no regrets though. I'm here with my brother, Kian, and his best friends who've become a family to me as they guided me growing up and during my independency. I sat on the front door, tour bus entry, closed my eyes and I tried convincing myself that it'll just be okay, a couple of weeks left till I go back home, go back to Kenneth, go back to my squad.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a loud thud. I composed myself and stood up quickly, wanting to know what the sound was and where it did come from. "What are you guys doing?" It was the o2l guys, all over, on top of each other.

"Oh hey, sister mine." And then there's Kian at the very top. Then Sam, Trevor, Connor, Ricky and..... Jc at the very last bottom, squished and gasping for air as he taps out signalling the guys to get off of him.

Jc choked and I was the first down to crack a laugh, his face though. All red and his eyes are watery. "Are you okay, Jc?" Kian laughed harder as Jc tried blurting a bad word to him as Kian tries to kiss him. Awe, jian moment 101.

(A/N: Photo in multimedia!!!! Omg cuties.)

"You guys are crazy." I grinned and playfully rolled my eyes at them. "Jc's so helpless." I chuckled.

I ran to the Urban Dance Camp tour bus and called for Ian. "Hey Ian!" He went out and then asked me what's up.

"Can I spend the next day at the o2l tour bus with my brother and the guys for a while?" I asked politely.

"That's fine. We have the same schedule as their's so there should not be conflicts." He approved and I waved a thank you and ran back to the o2l tour bus.

The time went by pretty fast and all of us, me and the o2l guys, didn't sleep and stayed until it was 7 in the morning, as it was time to leave and travel to Chicago for the next stop. I climbed on one of those bunk beds at the back and left the door, and the bunk's curtain open. It must be Ricky's 'cause there was a Pikachu stuffed toy, he loves that a lot. 

I opened the Twitter app, wanting to upload a photo of me that I asked Trevor to take last night before leaving the city, me posing my ever sassy signature pose, exposing my arms more to show the Twitter names "tattooed" on both of it.

@jodilawley: IT WAS NICE MEETING YOU ATLANTA x

"Oh, great there's no more connection." I groaned loudly, enough for everyone to hear.