Sorry this is late.
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Jodi
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"YEAH, HE'S MY GUY AND NO ONE DOES THAT TO MY GUY!" I grabbed Kenneth by his arm as the squad followed along. I helped him wrap the towel around him and then I asked if he's okay. "Are you alright, Kenneth?"
He just looked at me, weakly. As I on the other hand, is slowly feeling weak too.
I should stop myself and my feels, fuck this.
I turned around and squeezed Tati's arm. She and Bailey looked at each other.
"Uhm, boys, look after Kenneth until everything's fine, yeah?" Bailey told them. "We'll just have to go somewhere important." She added.
"Be well, Kenneth. Please." I muttered enough only for him to hear.
I quickly go out first 'cause shit I can't hold on no more.
We escaped the place and I cannot control myself anymore. It's like something in me's about to ache so bad and explode.
"Jodi, calm down." After that commotion, I tried my very best to calm myself and control my emotions. Bailey and Tati brought me to the hospital.
"Guys, I can't breathe, anymore." They laid me flat on a hospital bed as the nurses attacked me with everything my body needs.
They quickly put the oxygen mask as I let my tears fall down.
Shit. I hate this feeling.
I feel so weak right now.
"Haven't I told you to avoid taking things too much? You're so stressed out." The doctor told me as I slowly get my breathing back to normal. "I already told you that you can't take so much feels and here you are, risking your life. I'm telling you, Joanna. You might die." The doctor whispered.
I looked at Bailey and Tati who are in tears as I am. The nurses got the oxygen tanks and everything and they finally freed me from those.
"Excuse me." The doctor walked out of the room.
"I don't wanna do this anymore." I stood up.
"What do you mean?" Tati asked.
"If I still get hurt for hating Kenneth I'll stop." I stood up. "If I fall for her and like her, then fine."
"But what if you die?"
"But's that what love is, right?" I spoke. "Then I'd take risk and the fall. I'd get hurt for risking my life. If I die then okay. 'Cause the worst of all and the bullshit risk of all? Is to not risk loving him." I spoke. "Not risk loving Kenneth San Jose."
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This was a filler chapter! Sorry. :( Will update much today. :)
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Reckless • kenneth san jose
FanfictionHe cared, she didn't. He cried, she laughed. He was hurt, she smiled. He moved on.... she realized. [THIS WAS MY FIRST SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT, AND YEAH THIS IS KINDA CRAPPY AND CRINGEY FOR ME]
