Reckless • kenneth san jose

18: Can't Sleep Love

I was inspired by Pentatonix. Lmao.

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Jodi

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Valentina and I separately walked back to Matt and Dana's vacation villa so that others wouldn't make any gossips or sich things like that. Also, Kenneth could know that some things between Valentina and I are up.

"Where have you been?" Tahani asked.

"I just went for a little stroll. Why? What did I miss?" I asked her.

"Oh nothing. Just some..... ehem.... sluts.... ehem..... are coming around." Tati spoke.

I looked at the seashore and there was somewhat like a party right there.

The guys are there and they're like talking to some group of sluts. I looked at the girls and I can tell that they're already mad. Especially Bailey and Tati who's dating Gabe and Sean. I walked over to the guys and tapped Gabe and Sean's shoulders. I tried finding Kenneth but he isn't there with the guys.

"What is up now, Lawley?" Sean asked me with energy in his words.

"Wanna join us?" Gabe asked.

"Hell no, De Guzman. I just wanted to inform you that Bailey and Tati are looking at you. Not in a good mood." I chuckled.

"Shit. C'mon Sean." Gabe and Sean walked with me back as they left their drinks there.

"Bae..... ly." Sean tried getting closer to Bailey.

"Oh, hey Sean. Aren't you enjoying your glass of wine over there with a horde of sluts?" Bailey sarcastically smiled and crossed her arms.

"Why don't we try joining their party, Bailey? Right, Gabe? We want to meet your bitch friends... oh I mean, beach friends." Tati rolled her eyes.

I just laughed at these two couple's silliness. It's really fun being around them. I mean, I find them really cute even if they fight at times.

Gabe and Sean soon were able to be okay with Tqti and Bailey. Then, there they go again with all lovey-dovey and something like that.

I decided to just sleep 'cause I can't find Kenneth.

I showered to remove all the left sand and some seasalt on my hair and body. Tonight was kinda cool by its breeze and its starting to get chilly. So I wore a sweater, a pj's, and an ankle socks.

Lying down on my bed, I wonder where and how Kenneth is. Not seeing him a while ago bothers me. What if something happened to him? What if he's lost and I have no clue that he's already gotten by someone. Fuck to the no, Joanna. There are no kidnappers around here. I guess.

To: Val

Hey. I was just wondering if you know where Kenneth is?

Maybe he knows where he is. Like, she's the one who's Kenneth is close with these days.

From: Val

Hi. He said he'll get some rest early. So I bet he's in their cabin already.

Phew. At least I know he's fine and okay.

To: Val

Alright thank you!!! :)

From: Val

Sure, anything for you and Ken. ;)

I can't help but get happy knowing that Val and I are already in this page. She's so nice to let Kenneth be mine even if she loves him.

I closed my eyes to get some sleep. It's not yet late but I'm really bored to go outside right now. Bailey and Tati is with Sean and Gabe. I don't wanna ruin their alone time.

Valentina? We can hang out but I don't like the others knowing already, and Kenneth might know.

Speaking of Kenneth, he's already sleeping, I think. And he's avoiding me.

I'm not that close with the others though.

So I'm really left all by myself.

And the only answer for tonight is sleep. But as long as I close my eyes and try to drift to dreamland, I can't.

I'm thinking of something I don't know.

I got up and try getting myself warm milk to drink but still no use.

I just gkt my phone and called someone I know I can talk to.

"Hello? Jods?" The voice in the other line was groggy.

"Hey Kian." I smiled. "Sorry if I called. Are you already sleeping?" I asked unsure.

"Yeah but that's okay." He said clearly.

"I'm really really sorry, Ki. I just miss you." I muttered and walked out the cabin porch as I observed the view from afar.

"At 10 in the evening?" He chuckled. "Well young lady, I miss you too." He replied.

"I can't sleep." I told him and bit my lip.

"That's new. Get some sleep and stop thinking of Kenneth." He chuckled.

"What?" I asked.

"I have my sources, Jodi. Okay, get some rest. I love you." I smiled at the thought of Kian. Ugh, big bro sepanx.

"I love you too." I closed my eyes for a bit and Kian ended the call. He's probably tired.

"Was I really thinking of Kenneth?" I asked myself.

I plopped on my bed, my eyes on the ceiling still having my thoughts in my head. And as the time goes by, I found myself daydreaming and contemplating my whole life.

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Hey. Wassup?