14. a dusty oil lamp

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In my newly cleared space, I closed the door firmly behind me and walked over to inspect an abandoned dusty oil lamp.  For everywhere else at Buckingham I was accompanied.  Having grown up with so much freedom, it occurred to me I had taken that space for granted and these moments alone saved my sanity.

Of course, as monarch, I could make any number of decisions, but none would rock the boat so much as dismissing the many courtiers and attendants expected of my station.

I could be clever.

I could say that in the wake of the tragedy of Victoria and Albert, I did not trust anyone. 

However, could I really use their deaths to provide me such a personal satisfaction?  Would their souls rest peacefully if I did so?

Oh, how I wish I had someone to speak to.

AN: Over the word count, but I needed to see this scene through.


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